Today was an extremely tired day at work fer mi..had 7hrs of sleep still felt sleepy at work..sianz..Luckily Baby called to meet mi after work and that's the only event of the day that kept mi awake..hehe..wondering who Baby is? haha..He's none other than MMMM..since we're now attached, i feel that it's time i stop calling him MMMM le..btw Alvin, if u're still wondering who he is, all i can say is that he's not someone whom i got to know in Bintan..LOL! He's from ABN Amro Bank where my Bro works too..which means...haha..u so smart...don't need mi to spell it out rite? keke..wait till i've the pic den show u kk..haha..
Anyway back to Baby and mi..i accompanied him fer dinner and went to NLB to look fer our stuffs..the feeling of sitting down tgt and look through our fave thing is really sweet..fer a moment, we were like a newly-wed couple looking at places fer our honeymoon..hees..Unfortunately my mood changed after accidentally seeing some stuffs on Baby's hp while exploring it with his permission of course:P As a result, that blissful feeling didn't last long..haiz..it's all my fault..
When i got home, Baby called to clarify things with mi..and realised i was wrong abt him le..Sorrie Baby and Thanks fer being patient and understanding towards mi..During the chat he had said all that he could while i only went orh-ing, um-ing and ok-ing..Perhaps all i wanted to do was listen to him bah..but now i know what i wanna say and it's really long to sms it..so Baby, u read this part wor..
Baby, i'm really sorrie to have doubt u again..One of the reasons fer doing what i should not have is because i'm afraid of losing u and also as u know i still have the "protective layers" inside mi..That's why sometimes i wld ask questions that unintentionally doubt u..i hope to remove these "layers" in time to come and really want u to untie the knot in my heart as we stay tgt longer k..i promise not to doubt u or doubt ur Luv anymore le..Lastly, just to let u know my heart officially belongs to u on the day when i said ***(lah)! (^o^) i want to be ur goal, i.e. i want to be the reason to why u're saving money for..u understand what i mean hor..haas..anyway i luv u baby..Muackz!