Wednesday, October 15, 2008
2 text msges sent and no reply
I guessed something was wrong
Thought abt it the whole day..
Are we tired of this already?
I didn't mean to have negative thots
but I just have this strong intuition
that we've faced a problem in our relationship.
Every morning, I wld sms him
even when I have nothing to say at times.
Sometimes I feel it's like a routine, a responsibility
instead of doing it out of love.
Sighs..
In the evening, he called and we chat abt this
as he was having the same thots too (since Mon)
"We've lost the sparks"
Will this be the end of our relationship?
We've to think of ways to relight the fire
and keep it burning.
However we're lost..
Hence we decided to give ourselves time to think through
And we won't be contacting each other fer the next few days/weeks
He: "When will this "MIA period" end?"
Me: "Well..fer as long as u want..but I'm not sure if I'll still be there by then."
He: "Hmm..then how? By Fri?"
Me: "Just let mi know when u're ready.." Meanwhile, during this period, if u can survive without mi, it goes to show that I'm not the one whom u need. This means we shld just breakup."
He: "Wah..How can u say till so 潇洒?"
Me: "Emm..cos it isn't the 1st time I'm facing with a breakup."
If u think I'm putting up a brave front,
then u're wrong!
Life has to go on
just find another guy and start another relationship
that's how life is, isn't it?
Not long, he smsed to apologise
and said he needs mi.
It's kinda amazing how things can change within hours.
Though he said he has thot through
I still doubt him a little.
Perhaps I'm being protective of myself.
I guessed something was wrong
Thought abt it the whole day..
Are we tired of this already?
I didn't mean to have negative thots
but I just have this strong intuition
that we've faced a problem in our relationship.
Every morning, I wld sms him
even when I have nothing to say at times.
Sometimes I feel it's like a routine, a responsibility
instead of doing it out of love.
Sighs..
In the evening, he called and we chat abt this
as he was having the same thots too (since Mon)
"We've lost the sparks"
Will this be the end of our relationship?
We've to think of ways to relight the fire
and keep it burning.
However we're lost..
Hence we decided to give ourselves time to think through
And we won't be contacting each other fer the next few days/weeks
He: "When will this "MIA period" end?"
Me: "Well..fer as long as u want..but I'm not sure if I'll still be there by then."
He: "Hmm..then how? By Fri?"
Me: "Just let mi know when u're ready.." Meanwhile, during this period, if u can survive without mi, it goes to show that I'm not the one whom u need. This means we shld just breakup."
He: "Wah..How can u say till so 潇洒?"
Me: "Emm..cos it isn't the 1st time I'm facing with a breakup."
If u think I'm putting up a brave front,
then u're wrong!
Life has to go on
just find another guy and start another relationship
that's how life is, isn't it?
Not long, he smsed to apologise
and said he needs mi.
It's kinda amazing how things can change within hours.
Though he said he has thot through
I still doubt him a little.
Perhaps I'm being protective of myself.
I still love you..
Everything that happened on Wednesday, October 15, 2008, happened fer a reason.
Girl
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