Thursday, October 30, 2008
Just ended my chat with him and I ruined everything again. I know he was already v.tired after work yet he had to spend some time with mi on the phone before he goes to bed.
I really don't know what's going on with mi nowadays..I'm getting jealous so easily! Though I always say it's alright but deep inside it isn't! It's a good thing that he's always honest to mi..like earlier he told mi he gave a jar of jellybeans to this female friend and she texted him a super sweet msg which he even forwards to mi..Haha..(this haha is fake!) I had enough of his 2nd ex and now this..haiz..I really don't know.
He: Don't worry, I won't fall fer her..she's not my cup of tea.
I really don't know what's going on with mi nowadays..I'm getting jealous so easily! Though I always say it's alright but deep inside it isn't! It's a good thing that he's always honest to mi..like earlier he told mi he gave a jar of jellybeans to this female friend and she texted him a super sweet msg which he even forwards to mi..Haha..(this haha is fake!) I had enough of his 2nd ex and now this..haiz..I really don't know.
He: Don't worry, I won't fall fer her..she's not my cup of tea.
Mi: Don't say it too early..u'll never know one day u might.
I also told him I don't like "competitors"..and the only way that I will not be able to have a "competitor" is to get out of the competition. IF the friend of his or any other girl ever falls fer him, I wld give up and leave..No matter how hard it takes, I will let go.
He asked fer the access to my blog again and he was kinda disappointed when I said I'll never give it to him..I know I have broken our 2nd love promise of not being honest to u. I'm sorry..I really am.
I've gotten used to not wearing the ring
I'm used to being protective
Will I be used to not having u?
blinded by tears..
Everything that happened on Thursday, October 30, 2008, happened fer a reason.
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