Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Things are looking better, I guess..isn't it? But I still don't wish to give him the access to this private blog. How wld one feel if his gf doesn’t even allow him to view her blog? Hmm..he must be thinking if I'm hiding anything from him. Well..in fact I am.
However it's only my feelings that I'm hiding from him..nothing else. I think a lot and I don't wish to cause any misunderstanding between us again..Sorry bf..
6 mths..Y is it that I still feel insecure? Y do I keep reading his 2nd ex-gf blog? Y? Y? Y? Somehow I feel that his luv fer her back then is greater than his luv fer mine. It just reminds mi of bro and Serene where bro used to compare every gal with Serene.
Bf said before that memories will still stay in his mind but what matters is the present, not the past. Sorrie to say, I'm still not convinced. It's not his fault but mine. I'm just not someone who's easily contented..that's all.."爱情不能做比较" I still can't seem to get that logic in my freaking head!
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着 要怎么停呢
Everything that happened on Wednesday, October 22, 2008, happened fer a reason.