Sunday, February 15, 2009
Baby came over to pass mi the 2 other V-day gifts which he had made. This will be the last time I'll be calling him "Baby" as we will now be on a 3-mth cooling period from today onwards. Whether a not you will return to mi after this period is still a question. Therefore, to mi, it's not a cooling period. I would treat it as a break-up.
I don't wish to have any hopes during this period and get disappointed at the end of it. So I feel that we shld just end this once and for all. No one knows what will happen after this 3 mths. Only time will tell.
I don't wish to have any hopes during this period and get disappointed at the end of it. So I feel that we shld just end this once and for all. No one knows what will happen after this 3 mths. Only time will tell.
Recently I have been thinking what will happen to mi if we were to break-up. So now I'm kind of prepared fer it. However it isn't as easy as said. During this period, I have to get used to LiFe without you and all the habits that I have when I'm with you. I'm aware that LiFe will be like hell fer mi as I have fallen really deep this time. This break-up is much much worse more painful than the one with Alvin. Afterall this is my longest relationship.
My final message to you:
Thank you so much fer all the good times, pleasant surprises and beautiful and sweet memories that you have given mi during this 9 mths, which I don't think any other guys can give mi. Seriously you have made my LiFe complete though our relationship has come to an end. During this 9 mths, I have learnt a lot esp making commitments in a relationship. And I'm glad there's no 3rd party between us.
Starting from today, pls try not to contact mi as I want to be left alone. I will switch off my hp fer at least 3 days and also may not reply you. I'm doing this not because I hate you. I won't hate you like I hate you know who. I need time to get up and move on with my LiFe hence I don't wish to see or hear from you at the moment.
Starting from today, pls try not to contact mi as I want to be left alone. I will switch off my hp fer at least 3 days and also may not reply you. I'm doing this not because I hate you. I won't hate you like I hate you know who. I need time to get up and move on with my LiFe hence I don't wish to see or hear from you at the moment.
You have given mi 521 folded stars, 1 bouquet of flowers and 4 dozen of folded roses. I'm really touched though I wasn't moved to tears. As fer the missing 13, I don't know if I will receive it from you some day. But it doesn't matter anymore. What matters now is you work hard fer your upcoming exams and hope you can successfully get into your ideal uni. Take good care of yourself too.
521**14
To MarshMallow:
You guys are really a bunch of fun ppl. However I have to bid goodbye to our friendship too since I can't stay in Marshmallow anymore. Hope you 4 guys will survive the tough NS. As fer Sam, I'm not sure if you will be going overseas fer further studies, but wanna wish you all the best in LiFe too.
Alvin, I'm not sure if you still remember our deal. You said you would go drinking with mi when I break-up. Haha..but now I don't need it anymore. Sorry to leave MarshMallow though you once said we will stay friends forever. Anyway all the best to you and Belinda too.
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小猪 once said before:
"就算今天是不好的分手还是要保留住他好的那一面,
这样的话, 你会觉得爱情是美的。"
i've lost a best friend, a confidant and a lover.
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