LoveGIRL.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

~~Phoebe has shifted to a new blog~~
~~will post a final entry as a closing~~
~~only when I'm over it~~
~~but one thing fer sure~~
~~I won't be deleting this blog~~
~~fer it has too many unforgettable memories~~
~~wanna keep this and read thru all the entries~~
~~on any one day~~
~~during this 1 yr till 15.02.09.~~

~~Relink here http://f5ing-my-life.blogspot.com/~~.

Everything that happened on Saturday, March 28, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

你给我的简讯
我反复看了好几遍
短短几句
像看见你的脸
没了你我只能活在回忆里面
删除它勇敢一点
决定爱你之前
对爱轻描淡写
担心爱情永远难以实现
守候你的电话
不再是我的寄托
没有了你
我学着重新生活

Everything that happened on Sunday, March 22, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Congratulations to Sis FuN & MarshMaLLow
upon graduating from the Poly.
Here's wishing u all the best of luck
in getting into ur desired university!

2nd week of work
Learnt to do pricing and bank recon
level of difficulty wasn't high
the only problem was finding the figures
keying in the pricing was the worst!
took Ken and I 2 days to complete
and there were still some errors in it..sian..
As fer bank recon
it took mi nearly a day to balance it..
it was really a test of eyesight
thankfully we won't be doing bank recon
fer a new accountant will join us on mon! Hees..

Other than work
yoga was fun!
met the instructor who's extremely attractive
she resembles 伊能静 (Harlem Yu's ex-wife)
Lotsa stretching and balancing were done
felt super shiok after class :D

Just visited Cheekys
I must say..
Ah bi, I've seen the other side of u
didn't expect it to come from u
u're really cool to say that luh!
I'm still shocked now..Haha..
I love that fj post to bits..REALLY!
u know mi sooo well
and we both think quite the same
which means I'm somewhat fj too! keke..
Anyway u've changed my perception of something in LiFe
and made mi feel a little stronger
Thanks so much
Luv u, my idol! Roars!
meet up soon kies..

10 more days to Apr
yet haven't thot of how to celebrate my 22nd
need to plan my time well
will be celebrating with SiAo 'A', Bibi Sis and Alwyn individually
doubt I can do it all one day
perhaps I shld use 10 Apr, Good Friday
shall see..

01.04 and 11.04
our first promise.

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备跨越爱的界线

Everything that happened on Saturday, March 21, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Thank goodness, everything is over..
introduced myself to everyone
everything was alright except fer
a little stammering here and there
and my mandarin went off key

On my way home yesterday
I was thinking of taking up dance classes
either hip-hop or ballroom dancing
however I changed my mind
decided to do yoga instead
asked Simin fer recommendation
as she has been doing it fer abt a year
called her instructor
and she said I can join tmr's evening class!!
I'm so looking forward to it :D

Seems like my life has changed a little
from the moment I decided to stop ACCA
take a break
and join the workforce
till today I've got no regrets abt it

Ever since I started work
I haven't been looking back at the past

as often as before
making new friends also made mi feel better
esp I & A
hopefully one of them can be my close platonic fren
by the end of my 1 yr bond ;)

我眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你深深的

we've lost the 'click' that we once had..

Everything that happened on Tuesday, March 17, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Monday, March 16, 2009

I survived today!!
Phew~
didn't have a gd sleep last nite
slept at 11pm, woke up at 1am
and woke up fer the next every hour
nearly fell asleep at work
Luckily I managed to stay awake
after being tickled by some funny events happened at work

Firstly, Javier had his hair cut
which looks like a coconut head to mi! Wahahaz..
tried to control my laughter
until I heard Alex mention my name in their conversation
afterwhich Javier started talking abt David Gan
and said gals nowadays like guys like him
I was like..HUH?!
thot gals like manly guys not sissy?? :x
Secondly, we had a meeting
one jap colleague started speaking japanese to the mgr
and he was so engrossed in it
I was like.."Huh? what is he blabbering abt?" Lol!
Thot I was the only one trying to control my laughter
but realised Kenneth and Ivan were doing the same too :P
we looked at each other
and nearly burst into laughter tgt..
How can i not be awake? Hees..

Tmr's my doomsday
Senior VP asked mi to do a self-inroduction to everyone
during the "morning assembly"
hope nothing goes wrong :S

p/s: my breakfast kaki will be on leave tmr..*pouts*

Everything that happened on Monday, March 16, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

It's my day every Sunday
gonna make full use of it
before going back to work tmr

went to bugis fer eye-brow trimming
before meeting SiAo 'A' at 1pm
lunched at Inle Myanmar at Marina Square
ordered the 1-for-1 set lunches
butter-flavoured rice with curry chicken
Myanmar fried kway teow
Chengdol served with palm sugar and coconut
Myanmar sweet cake baked with semolina, sugar, butter and coconut
YUMMMMMMMMYYYYYYY!!!!

Jing & Hur

FuN. Mi. Amy

After lunch we headed to the IT Fair
it's freaking crowded!
the reponse was overwhelming
we had to hold hands and squeeze thru the crowd
it was hell! (faint)
Finally got out after Hur bought her new hp
HTC Dream..
walked to Suntec
find a seat, get a drink
and started chatting abt the fun we once had
esp the chalets that we've been! Haha..
Hur suggested going fer $10 KTV
hence getting Jing/FuN to plan
we've been quite ON abt the outings planned so far
we've been meeting almost every weekend
which is great! :D

On a side note
I've been craving to go fer a drink
not becos I'm feeling low
but just a craving..that's all..
wanna drink to my fill
yet doesn't wanna get drunk again..Lol!
sounds contradicting huh :x

Anyway someone just tempted mi to buy ______. >.<
I'll get it one day!! Muahaha
tried my best today
hope I didn't bore you :)

Everything that happened on Sunday, March 15, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

It's Saturday
yet I woke up at 0830
that's so early luh..
Looks like I've gotten used to waking up early
ever since I started work

Mopped the floor,
ironed the clothes
and transferred my stuffs
from my notebook to the new harddisk
which I bought at the IT fair on thurs.
Never knew tidying up could be this hard
photos and letters reminded mi of the past
I just didn't have the courage to look through them :S

Feelings and thots that I couldn't express
I'm really glad to have cheekys
only Bibi Sis will understand it..

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美

爱转角遇见了谁是否不让我流泪

你是否能不让爱掉眼泪不让我掉眼泪..

Everything that happened on Saturday, March 14, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Everything was over until...

it aroused your curiosity. I know it's over now and I've said before that I'm not angry with you. Currently, I'm not infuriated but more of disappointed.

You wanted to know what went on despite mi being reluctant to talk about it as I felt it wasn't something pleasant. I was willing to tell you only because everyone in SA knew about it recently since it was already over.

On the very next day, I learnt that you have told CK about this. At that point, I was speechless! After telling CK, you asked mi fer Freddy's number and gave to CK. What happened next was CK went to confront Freddy about this matter. The worst came when you told mi Freddy's reply to CK's question. There were so many things going thru my mind and I just couldn't process it. Now that I have sorted them out, here they are..just fer you and CK.

Seriously I have no idea what you were thinking. I've already said it's D________ and it's over. Hence it should not be taken seriously. Yet you kept wondering why Freddy asked us the question and told this matter to CK who is your best friend but who is only our classmate. Firstly, why are you so curious to know if he's crazy or despo? Secondly, you broke this news to CK without asking our permission. Thirdly, even if you hadn't considered about Freddy's feelings, at least spare a thought fer us. Did you know how awkward we felt when we learnt about Freddy's reply? We really felt like digging a hole and bury ourselves in it. Pls lah..which IDIOT will admit doing that?

Lastly, do you really think CK won't go round spreading it with WC and company?

One word of advice, knowing too much doesn't benefit you. And also trust no one. Think about it.

Sis, sorry that I have accidentally dragged you in this.

Everything that happened on Saturday, March 14, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Friday, March 13, 2009

It has been a week since I last blogged. And unknowingly, I've been working fer a week.

The first day of work is always the most exciting one! Kuku mi alighted 1 stop earlier and was nearly late fer work. Met the HR mgr who hurriedly brought mi to the canteen..not fer breakfast..but to attend the "Morning Assembly". Haha..that's what I called it. Read on and you will know why. Everyone stood up after a ring of the bell. 2 senior mgrs tgt with the HR mgr were standing infront and one of them started reciting the "7 Notes of Employees" which can be found at the back of our employment pass. That would be our so-called "pledge-taking" every morning. Afterwhich one would share a short article before we climb the stairs to office. It's so secondary school can..and our shoes are white school shoes not those auntie-type..Lol! Nidec really makes mi feel like a student! :D

Back to office..they had this open concept which is more open than HP. The senior managers do not have their own office nor have partitions at their workplace. Hence they are able to see what everyone is doing..it's super open luh!

As fer my colleagues, they are really nice people. That's what I feel during the first week. Gotta need more time to know them well before saying that they are really nice. There are 9 ppl in the Finance Dept..of which only 2 (including mi) are Singaporeans. The rest are M'sians. Here's a short intro of those whom I know of/socialise with.

SY- The most respectable mgr
Ivan-My Shi-Fu who can be serious and crappy at times! Haas..
Jamie-A kind soul who told mi that sweets are not allowed in office before I get caught :x
SH- Another kind soul who told mi where to take the company bus to work.
Kenneth- The other Singaporean whose contact lens caught my attention and left an impression with the many questions that he asked mi. And I'm still wondering if he has a gf in the same office. ;P

Other than ppl from Finance, I also got to know the HR-Payroll Officer, Alex, who asked mi along fer breakfast since yesterday. He's the guai-guai type like Jia Jun and Chun Rong..keke..old enuff to be my kor and one whom I can easily talk to.

I really hope everything will stay this way in time to come. Esp no complicated issues at work.

We end work at 5:30pm but a bell will ring at 5:15pm when we must pack up and clean our tables with our own cloth as well as do our respective cleaning duties where allocated. That's all fer the week!

Everything that happened on Friday, March 13, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

continued..

Saturday

Met Sis FuN at City Hall
walked to Marina Square
ta-baoed Subway
rushed to queue fer 新加坡e乐大赏2009
held at Marina Bay Floating Platform
Though the gate opened at 5pm
numerous fans were already there
they must have queued fer hours luh
well..I'm too old fer that.

Anyway there's so much to talk abt the award ceremony
In short
it had been a super-high one
with 4 fave singers of mine
Derrick, Lin Feng, Lin Jun Jie and SHOW Luo Zhi Xiang!
I was freaking ecstatic when they performed
screaming tgt with their fans
as if we have not screamed before in our lives! :x
Thank goodness it was FuN who accompanied mi
if it were someone not as close
she wld likely be shocked by my behaviour..Hees
FuN has now seen the wild and crazy side of mi! :P
I'll never forget tonite :D

*Sam and FuN, thank u so much fer everything!*

Sunday

In less than 12hrs
I met FuN as well as Amy and Jing
fer a cycle at ECP
just went cycling 2 weeks ago
and we're back again! Hehez..
Today's weather was so much better
super-sunny
a pity I didn't get tan
as we went in the morning :(
but we had loads of fun
as we started jumping and camwhored again! ;)
On our way back to return the bicycle
Amy spoke her v-language
which her future mother-in-law invented..lol!
I couldn't catch it
cos it has related to a particular dialect :x

After cycling
we went to Bedok fer lunch
everyone was already hungry by then
esp Jing! Keke..
went straight home after a day's activity
ironed my clothes fer tmr
blogged and facebooked
time to go to bed now
gotta wake up super early tmr
nitez!

让爱固定下来我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来我和你不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来

Everything that happened on Sunday, March 08, 2009, happened fer a reason.

It's SUNDAY!!
that means I'll be reporting to work tmr
excited yet nervous :S
had 3 days of fun
had enuff of it fer now
it's time to get serious and work hard!

Anyway here's how I've spent my 3 days..

Friday

Bought a black pants fer work
went to meet Simin, Simin's sis and Anna fer lunch
before we went shopping
while Anna was browsing at Poisson Rouge
the sales lady thot Simin and I were sisters
when both of our younger sisters were there too
she wasn't the first who mistook us fer sisters
Hmm..do we really look alike? HAHA!

Saturday

I'll never forget this day
my day began at 7am
went to meet Sam.T at 9am at Kovan
to get from her the tickets to 新加坡e乐大赏2009
held by UFM1003.

Went home immediately after that
went out again to meet Alwyn,
my former Pri 4 classmate,
to catch "Marley and Me"

Lunched at 日本村 b4 the movie
and I felt really uneasy
having several awkward silences throughout the short lunch
I kept thinking of topics to talk abt
afterall it's been 8yrs since we went out tgt
Goodness..I'm getting older! :(
Anyway our conversation seemed more like an interview
asked him abt his sec, poly, NS and further studies
machiam O Level's 10yr series luh..LOL!

Movie was great
though I'm not a dog-lover
I enjoyed watching it :)

Personal Rating: 3.5/5

Headed to PS after the movie
had tea at Secret Recipe
I must say the cakes were really appetizing
esp the cheesecake! ^v^
after tea, he brought mi to
Toy Closet and Toy Outpost
which I didn't know its existence till ytd
that's becos I seldom visit the last storey..Hees

When we saw the toy machines
(the kind whereby you insert the coin in the slot
and turn to get a toy),
he said,"hey..you liked playing this last time.."
here's what I was thinking at that point
"Erm..his impression of mi still remains at Pri 4?
whereby 2 of our pri best friends and us
will go to the mama shop to play with such machines?"
I was even surprised
when he could still remember what we used to turn fer
it wasn't toys, candies and rubber balls
it was something else
which I find silly :P

And fer the fun of it
we chose the one with Pooh's accessories
and his was cuter than mine luh..sobx!
went to the arcade
tested our aiming skills with the basketball game machine
Conclusion:
I simply suck at ball games! LOL!

It was 4:15pm
and I'm late to meet FuN
to queue fer 新加坡e乐大赏2009!

this post is freaking long..to be continued..

Everything that happened on Sunday, March 08, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Had a chat with SL over the phone last nite
it was a little awkward
I didn't know what to say
or rather
there were so many things that I wanna say
but I just couldn't.
all I wanna do was to hear him speak.

"我在错的时间遇上对的人"
that was my msn's message
you said "对的人" seemed like someone new
I wonder if you really do not know
or you know but appear as if you don't.
However it doesn't matter anymore
who that "对的人" is.

Thanks fer your well-wishes
I'll remember to meet you again
before you get into NS
plus I would like to have a small request from you
should I or should I not?

Anyway, in the meantime
enjoy your days of "freedom"
don't think too much
just be happie okie :D
Take care!

I finally took the courage
to listen to the full song of "记得"
one of our songs.
cried as if tears were free
and my heart is still aching
it really hurts a lot...

Everything that happened on Friday, March 06, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Only after chatting with Sam.T last nite
did I realise that my ACCPAC book is with her
hence I borrowed it from Simin today
Thanks girl!
asked how she and the rest are doing in sch
and realised this is the stressful period
heard her talk abt JK and PW classes
I nearly faint luh
glad that I've stopped ACCA
cos I know I'll struggle
and may end up killing myself
if I were to continue
esp when I'm in this state
Anyway u gals gotta work a lot harder wor
Jia you!

Went fer dental today
done cleaning and polishing
my teeth is super clean now
and it makes mi feel great! :D

shopped fer office wear after dental
ended up buying only 1 top
sighs
shall continue tml..
3 days to stepping into the working world
3 days to starting a new life
3 days to ....

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你
我只想要和你在一起
我只想要和你不分离

我在错的时间遇上对的人..

Everything that happened on Thursday, March 05, 2009, happened fer a reason.

放了爱 by 郭美美

你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你肩膀

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱会明白
有种拥有叫做放手

我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱为了爱
这不是我想要的生活
放了爱你会明白
有种拥有叫做放手
放了爱

放了爱.. 我真的可以做到吗? 希望有一天我会..

Everything that happened on Thursday, March 05, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

6 days of rest before I start work
went shopping with Elaine yesterday
she got 2 tees
while I got a black top fer work
still looking more tops and pants
wanted to get a pair of shoes
after hearing from Hur
that Sam owns 30 over pairs of shoes
since she started work
cool luh!
I wanna have more shoes too
BUT...
my workplace only allows those with rubber soles
the ones I have are a nono at work
I can only wear it
on my way to work and after work
so the HR Mgr ordered a pair fer mi
it's only $5!
wonder how it looks like..HAHA

I've been quite temperamental lately
plus Sis "bestie" is back again
tried reducing the words in my sms
and he turned mi off totally with just 2 words!
Any other better guys can text mi those words
but NOT him luh!
Argh!

Boooored!
1hr to watching "Happily Ever After" on Ockto
only fer the sake to catch Jem..Hees
Another 2hrs to "一切完美 2"
ciao~

多情的人注定伤得比较久...

Everything that happened on Wednesday, March 04, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Went fer NIDEC BRILLIANT interview this morning
with Elaine's company
Luckily Nidec wasn't as ulu as we thought
it's located somewhere near the Loyang Temple

Somehow I wasn't nervous fer the interview
as compared to the one at Raffles Medical
perhaps it's becos I wasn't giving myself pressure
However I still showed some ENTHUSIASM and CONFIDENCE
and my interview went on pretty smoothly..
PHEW!
Not long, I was HIRED!
Oh yeah! =D
3 mths probation and 1 yr bond.

Afterwhich both the Finance Manager and interviewer
briefed mi on the job-scope
and emphasised on PUNCTUALITY, DISCIPLINE and COMMITMENT
Nidec being a Japanese company
expects these 3 key aspects from its employees

Punctuality
Be it 1 min or 10 mins late
it's still late
and Nidec cannot tolerate employees being late fer work
Hence I've to reach there 0745
since the working hrs is 0800-1730

Discipline
Hmm..this shouldn't be an issue.

Commitment
Well..this is my biggest worry
I don't mind working long hours
but I'm afraid of making mistakes
and not meeting deadlines
Hope I'll focus and do my best in every given tasks!

Will be starting work next monday
and I've decided to commit myself at work
career is my top priority now
just wanna work and keep myself busy
before my mind wanders off
to somewhere else again
therefore relationship (if any) would have to put on hold
after my 3 mths probation at Nidec

爱的代价有苦有乐

这一次啊

对爱有多些了解

虽然要把苦与痛都忘记

要经过好久

我不怪不愿你

爱也曾经美丽

爱的代价我付出了

放你去吧

对爱有多些了解

一定有个人会在这世界

只为我等候

看天空是那么宽

不再低着头的我要往前走

Everything that happened on Monday, March 02, 2009, happened fer a reason.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

After 6 weeks of LiFe without maid
mum finally decided to hire a new maid
Woohoo! :D
accompanied mum to the maid agency yesterday
and managed to find a maid that meets our criterias
hence we decided to employ her
my aunt will be training her fer a week
before she comes to our rescue! HAHA

Later in the evening
I went to meet Sis FuN fer dinner
as we were bored of rotting away at home
Hur joined us after her work
dined at Xing Wang Cafe
where I had my all-time fave....
Pork Rib Noodle Papaya Soup!!!

After dinner
we went fer a walk at Marina Square
and stopped at Milenia Walk fer a chat
seemed like we've lots to talk abt
from work to sec sch days to guys..Hees
left fer home at 11pm
great nite spent!

Everything that happened on Sunday, March 01, 2009, happened fer a reason.