^_I Luv My LiFe_^

2009-03-28T11:53:00.006+08:00

~~Phoebe has shifted to a new blog~~
~~will post a final entry as a closing~~
~~only when I'm over it~~
~~but one thing fer sure~~
~~I won't be deleting this blog~~
~~fer it has too many unforgettable memories~~
~~wanna keep this and read thru all the entries~~
~~on any one day~~
~~during this 1 yr till 15.02.09.~~

~~Relink here http://f5ing-my-life.blogspot.com/~~.

2009-03-22T10:00:00.001+08:00

你给我的简讯
我反复看了好几遍
短短几句
像看见你的脸
没了你我只能活在回忆里面
删除它勇敢一点
决定爱你之前
对爱轻描淡写
担心爱情永远难以实现
守候你的电话
不再是我的寄托
没有了你
我学着重新生活

2009-03-21T01:09:00.006+08:00

Congratulations to Sis FuN & MarshMaLLow
upon graduating from the Poly.
Here's wishing u all the best of luck
in getting into ur desired university!

2nd week of work
Learnt to do pricing and bank recon
level of difficulty wasn't high
the only problem was finding the figures
keying in the pricing was the worst!
took Ken and I 2 days to complete
and there were still some errors in it..sian..
As fer bank recon
it took mi nearly a day to balance it..
it was really a test of eyesight
thankfully we won't be doing bank recon
fer a new accountant will join us on mon! Hees..

Other than work
yoga was fun!
met the instructor who's extremely attractive
she resembles 伊能静 (Harlem Yu's ex-wife)
Lotsa stretching and balancing were done
felt super shiok after class :D

Just visited Cheekys
I must say..
Ah bi, I've seen the other side of u
didn't expect it to come from u
u're really cool to say that luh!
I'm still shocked now..Haha..
I love that fj post to bits..REALLY!
u know mi sooo well
and we both think quite the same
which means I'm somewhat fj too! keke..
Anyway u've changed my perception of something in LiFe
and made mi feel a little stronger
Thanks so much
Luv u, my idol! Roars!
meet up soon kies..

10 more days to Apr
yet haven't thot of how to celebrate my 22nd
need to plan my time well
will be celebrating with SiAo 'A', Bibi Sis and Alwyn individually
doubt I can do it all one day
perhaps I shld use 10 Apr, Good Friday
shall see..

01.04 and 11.04
our first promise.

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备跨越爱的界线

2009-03-17T21:10:00.006+08:00

Thank goodness, everything is over..
introduced myself to everyone
everything was alright except fer
a little stammering here and there
and my mandarin went off key

On my way home yesterday
I was thinking of taking up dance classes
either hip-hop or ballroom dancing
however I changed my mind
decided to do yoga instead
asked Simin fer recommendation
as she has been doing it fer abt a year
called her instructor
and she said I can join tmr's evening class!!
I'm so looking forward to it :D

Seems like my life has changed a little
from the moment I decided to stop ACCA
take a break
and join the workforce
till today I've got no regrets abt it

Ever since I started work
I haven't been looking back at the past

as often as before
making new friends also made mi feel better
esp I & A
hopefully one of them can be my close platonic fren
by the end of my 1 yr bond ;)

我眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你深深的

we've lost the 'click' that we once had..

2009-03-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

I survived today!!
Phew~
didn't have a gd sleep last nite
slept at 11pm, woke up at 1am
and woke up fer the next every hour
nearly fell asleep at work
Luckily I managed to stay awake
after being tickled by some funny events happened at work

Firstly, Javier had his hair cut
which looks like a coconut head to mi! Wahahaz..
tried to control my laughter
until I heard Alex mention my name in their conversation
afterwhich Javier started talking abt David Gan
and said gals nowadays like guys like him
I was like..HUH?!
thot gals like manly guys not sissy?? :x
Secondly, we had a meeting
one jap colleague started speaking japanese to the mgr
and he was so engrossed in it
I was like.."Huh? what is he blabbering abt?" Lol!
Thot I was the only one trying to control my laughter
but realised Kenneth and Ivan were doing the same too :P
we looked at each other
and nearly burst into laughter tgt..
How can i not be awake? Hees..

Tmr's my doomsday
Senior VP asked mi to do a self-inroduction to everyone
during the "morning assembly"
hope nothing goes wrong :S

p/s: my breakfast kaki will be on leave tmr..*pouts*

2009-03-15T20:48:00.006+08:00

It's my day every Sunday
gonna make full use of it
before going back to work tmr

went to bugis fer eye-brow trimming
before meeting SiAo 'A' at 1pm
lunched at Inle Myanmar at Marina Square
ordered the 1-for-1 set lunches
butter-flavoured rice with curry chicken
Myanmar fried kway teow
Chengdol served with palm sugar and coconut
Myanmar sweet cake baked with semolina, sugar, butter and coconut
YUMMMMMMMMYYYYYYY!!!!

Jing & Hur

FuN. Mi. Amy

After lunch we headed to the IT Fair
it's freaking crowded!
the reponse was overwhelming
we had to hold hands and squeeze thru the crowd
it was hell! (faint)
Finally got out after Hur bought her new hp
HTC Dream..
walked to Suntec
find a seat, get a drink
and started chatting abt the fun we once had
esp the chalets that we've been! Haha..
Hur suggested going fer $10 KTV
hence getting Jing/FuN to plan
we've been quite ON abt the outings planned so far
we've been meeting almost every weekend
which is great! :D

On a side note
I've been craving to go fer a drink
not becos I'm feeling low
but just a craving..that's all..
wanna drink to my fill
yet doesn't wanna get drunk again..Lol!
sounds contradicting huh :x

Anyway someone just tempted mi to buy ______. >.<
I'll get it one day!! Muahaha
tried my best today
hope I didn't bore you :)

2009-03-14T19:54:00.005+08:00

It's Saturday
yet I woke up at 0830
that's so early luh..
Looks like I've gotten used to waking up early
ever since I started work

Mopped the floor,
ironed the clothes
and transferred my stuffs
from my notebook to the new harddisk
which I bought at the IT fair on thurs.
Never knew tidying up could be this hard
photos and letters reminded mi of the past
I just didn't have the courage to look through them :S

Feelings and thots that I couldn't express
I'm really glad to have cheekys
only Bibi Sis will understand it..

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美

爱转角遇见了谁是否不让我流泪

你是否能不让爱掉眼泪不让我掉眼泪..

2009-03-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

Everything was over until...

it aroused your curiosity. I know it's over now and I've said before that I'm not angry with you. Currently, I'm not infuriated but more of disappointed.

You wanted to know what went on despite mi being reluctant to talk about it as I felt it wasn't something pleasant. I was willing to tell you only because everyone in SA knew about it recently since it was already over.

On the very next day, I learnt that you have told CK about this. At that point, I was speechless! After telling CK, you asked mi fer Freddy's number and gave to CK. What happened next was CK went to confront Freddy about this matter. The worst came when you told mi Freddy's reply to CK's question. There were so many things going thru my mind and I just couldn't process it. Now that I have sorted them out, here they are..just fer you and CK.

Seriously I have no idea what you were thinking. I've already said it's D________ and it's over. Hence it should not be taken seriously. Yet you kept wondering why Freddy asked us the question and told this matter to CK who is your best friend but who is only our classmate. Firstly, why are you so curious to know if he's crazy or despo? Secondly, you broke this news to CK without asking our permission. Thirdly, even if you hadn't considered about Freddy's feelings, at least spare a thought fer us. Did you know how awkward we felt when we learnt about Freddy's reply? We really felt like digging a hole and bury ourselves in it. Pls lah..which IDIOT will admit doing that?

Lastly, do you really think CK won't go round spreading it with WC and company?

One word of advice, knowing too much doesn't benefit you. And also trust no one. Think about it.

Sis, sorry that I have accidentally dragged you in this.

2009-03-13T20:07:00.006+08:00

It has been a week since I last blogged. And unknowingly, I've been working fer a week.

The first day of work is always the most exciting one! Kuku mi alighted 1 stop earlier and was nearly late fer work. Met the HR mgr who hurriedly brought mi to the canteen..not fer breakfast..but to attend the "Morning Assembly". Haha..that's what I called it. Read on and you will know why. Everyone stood up after a ring of the bell. 2 senior mgrs tgt with the HR mgr were standing infront and one of them started reciting the "7 Notes of Employees" which can be found at the back of our employment pass. That would be our so-called "pledge-taking" every morning. Afterwhich one would share a short article before we climb the stairs to office. It's so secondary school can..and our shoes are white school shoes not those auntie-type..Lol! Nidec really makes mi feel like a student! :D

Back to office..they had this open concept which is more open than HP. The senior managers do not have their own office nor have partitions at their workplace. Hence they are able to see what everyone is doing..it's super open luh!

As fer my colleagues, they are really nice people. That's what I feel during the first week. Gotta need more time to know them well before saying that they are really nice. There are 9 ppl in the Finance Dept..of which only 2 (including mi) are Singaporeans. The rest are M'sians. Here's a short intro of those whom I know of/socialise with.

SY- The most respectable mgr
Ivan-My Shi-Fu who can be serious and crappy at times! Haas..
Jamie-A kind soul who told mi that sweets are not allowed in office before I get caught :x
SH- Another kind soul who told mi where to take the company bus to work.
Kenneth- The other Singaporean whose contact lens caught my attention and left an impression with the many questions that he asked mi. And I'm still wondering if he has a gf in the same office. ;P

Other than ppl from Finance, I also got to know the HR-Payroll Officer, Alex, who asked mi along fer breakfast since yesterday. He's the guai-guai type like Jia Jun and Chun Rong..keke..old enuff to be my kor and one whom I can easily talk to.

I really hope everything will stay this way in time to come. Esp no complicated issues at work.

We end work at 5:30pm but a bell will ring at 5:15pm when we must pack up and clean our tables with our own cloth as well as do our respective cleaning duties where allocated. That's all fer the week!

2009-03-08T19:56:00.007+08:00

continued..

Saturday

Met Sis FuN at City Hall
walked to Marina Square
ta-baoed Subway
rushed to queue fer 新加坡e乐大赏2009
held at Marina Bay Floating Platform
Though the gate opened at 5pm
numerous fans were already there
they must have queued fer hours luh
well..I'm too old fer that.

Anyway there's so much to talk abt the award ceremony
In short
it had been a super-high one
with 4 fave singers of mine
Derrick, Lin Feng, Lin Jun Jie and SHOW Luo Zhi Xiang!
I was freaking ecstatic when they performed
screaming tgt with their fans
as if we have not screamed before in our lives! :x
Thank goodness it was FuN who accompanied mi
if it were someone not as close
she wld likely be shocked by my behaviour..Hees
FuN has now seen the wild and crazy side of mi! :P
I'll never forget tonite :D

*Sam and FuN, thank u so much fer everything!*

Sunday

In less than 12hrs
I met FuN as well as Amy and Jing
fer a cycle at ECP
just went cycling 2 weeks ago
and we're back again! Hehez..
Today's weather was so much better
super-sunny
a pity I didn't get tan
as we went in the morning :(
but we had loads of fun
as we started jumping and camwhored again! ;)
On our way back to return the bicycle
Amy spoke her v-language
which her future mother-in-law invented..lol!
I couldn't catch it
cos it has related to a particular dialect :x

After cycling
we went to Bedok fer lunch
everyone was already hungry by then
esp Jing! Keke..
went straight home after a day's activity
ironed my clothes fer tmr
blogged and facebooked
time to go to bed now
gotta wake up super early tmr
nitez!

让爱固定下来我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来我和你不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来

2009-03-08T17:01:00.018+08:00

It's SUNDAY!!
that means I'll be reporting to work tmr
excited yet nervous :S
had 3 days of fun
had enuff of it fer now
it's time to get serious and work hard!

Anyway here's how I've spent my 3 days..

Friday

Bought a black pants fer work
went to meet Simin, Simin's sis and Anna fer lunch
before we went shopping
while Anna was browsing at Poisson Rouge
the sales lady thot Simin and I were sisters
when both of our younger sisters were there too
she wasn't the first who mistook us fer sisters
Hmm..do we really look alike? HAHA!

Saturday

I'll never forget this day
my day began at 7am
went to meet Sam.T at 9am at Kovan
to get from her the tickets to 新加坡e乐大赏2009
held by UFM1003.

Went home immediately after that
went out again to meet Alwyn,
my former Pri 4 classmate,
to catch "Marley and Me"

Lunched at 日本村 b4 the movie
and I felt really uneasy
having several awkward silences throughout the short lunch
I kept thinking of topics to talk abt
afterall it's been 8yrs since we went out tgt
Goodness..I'm getting older! :(
Anyway our conversation seemed more like an interview
asked him abt his sec, poly, NS and further studies
machiam O Level's 10yr series luh..LOL!

Movie was great
though I'm not a dog-lover
I enjoyed watching it :)

Personal Rating: 3.5/5

Headed to PS after the movie
had tea at Secret Recipe
I must say the cakes were really appetizing
esp the cheesecake! ^v^
after tea, he brought mi to
Toy Closet and Toy Outpost
which I didn't know its existence till ytd
that's becos I seldom visit the last storey..Hees

When we saw the toy machines
(the kind whereby you insert the coin in the slot
and turn to get a toy),
he said,"hey..you liked playing this last time.."
here's what I was thinking at that point
"Erm..his impression of mi still remains at Pri 4?
whereby 2 of our pri best friends and us
will go to the mama shop to play with such machines?"
I was even surprised
when he could still remember what we used to turn fer
it wasn't toys, candies and rubber balls
it was something else
which I find silly :P

And fer the fun of it
we chose the one with Pooh's accessories
and his was cuter than mine luh..sobx!
went to the arcade
tested our aiming skills with the basketball game machine
Conclusion:
I simply suck at ball games! LOL!

It was 4:15pm
and I'm late to meet FuN
to queue fer 新加坡e乐大赏2009!

this post is freaking long..to be continued..

2009-03-06T19:59:00.007+08:00

Had a chat with SL over the phone last nite
it was a little awkward
I didn't know what to say
or rather
there were so many things that I wanna say
but I just couldn't.
all I wanna do was to hear him speak.

"我在错的时间遇上对的人"
that was my msn's message
you said "对的人" seemed like someone new
I wonder if you really do not know
or you know but appear as if you don't.
However it doesn't matter anymore
who that "对的人" is.

Thanks fer your well-wishes
I'll remember to meet you again
before you get into NS
plus I would like to have a small request from you
should I or should I not?

Anyway, in the meantime
enjoy your days of "freedom"
don't think too much
just be happie okie :D
Take care!

I finally took the courage
to listen to the full song of "记得"
one of our songs.
cried as if tears were free
and my heart is still aching
it really hurts a lot...

2009-03-05T20:41:00.004+08:00

Only after chatting with Sam.T last nite
did I realise that my ACCPAC book is with her
hence I borrowed it from Simin today
Thanks girl!
asked how she and the rest are doing in sch
and realised this is the stressful period
heard her talk abt JK and PW classes
I nearly faint luh
glad that I've stopped ACCA
cos I know I'll struggle
and may end up killing myself
if I were to continue
esp when I'm in this state
Anyway u gals gotta work a lot harder wor
Jia you!

Went fer dental today
done cleaning and polishing
my teeth is super clean now
and it makes mi feel great! :D

shopped fer office wear after dental
ended up buying only 1 top
sighs
shall continue tml..
3 days to stepping into the working world
3 days to starting a new life
3 days to ....

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你
我只想要和你在一起
我只想要和你不分离

我在错的时间遇上对的人..

2009-03-05T10:19:00.010+08:00

放了爱 by 郭美美

你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你肩膀

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱会明白
有种拥有叫做放手

我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱为了爱
这不是我想要的生活
放了爱你会明白
有种拥有叫做放手
放了爱

放了爱.. 我真的可以做到吗? 希望有一天我会..

2009-03-04T19:19:00.005+08:00

6 days of rest before I start work
went shopping with Elaine yesterday
she got 2 tees
while I got a black top fer work
still looking more tops and pants
wanted to get a pair of shoes
after hearing from Hur
that Sam owns 30 over pairs of shoes
since she started work
cool luh!
I wanna have more shoes too
BUT...
my workplace only allows those with rubber soles
the ones I have are a nono at work
I can only wear it
on my way to work and after work
so the HR Mgr ordered a pair fer mi
it's only $5!
wonder how it looks like..HAHA

I've been quite temperamental lately
plus Sis "bestie" is back again
tried reducing the words in my sms
and he turned mi off totally with just 2 words!
Any other better guys can text mi those words
but NOT him luh!
Argh!

Boooored!
1hr to watching "Happily Ever After" on Ockto
only fer the sake to catch Jem..Hees
Another 2hrs to "一切完美 2"
ciao~

多情的人注定伤得比较久...

2009-03-02T20:48:00.008+08:00

Went fer NIDEC BRILLIANT interview this morning
with Elaine's company
Luckily Nidec wasn't as ulu as we thought
it's located somewhere near the Loyang Temple

Somehow I wasn't nervous fer the interview
as compared to the one at Raffles Medical
perhaps it's becos I wasn't giving myself pressure
However I still showed some ENTHUSIASM and CONFIDENCE
and my interview went on pretty smoothly..
PHEW!
Not long, I was HIRED!
Oh yeah! =D
3 mths probation and 1 yr bond.

Afterwhich both the Finance Manager and interviewer
briefed mi on the job-scope
and emphasised on PUNCTUALITY, DISCIPLINE and COMMITMENT
Nidec being a Japanese company
expects these 3 key aspects from its employees

Punctuality
Be it 1 min or 10 mins late
it's still late
and Nidec cannot tolerate employees being late fer work
Hence I've to reach there 0745
since the working hrs is 0800-1730

Discipline
Hmm..this shouldn't be an issue.

Commitment
Well..this is my biggest worry
I don't mind working long hours
but I'm afraid of making mistakes
and not meeting deadlines
Hope I'll focus and do my best in every given tasks!

Will be starting work next monday
and I've decided to commit myself at work
career is my top priority now
just wanna work and keep myself busy
before my mind wanders off
to somewhere else again
therefore relationship (if any) would have to put on hold
after my 3 mths probation at Nidec

爱的代价有苦有乐

这一次啊

对爱有多些了解

虽然要把苦与痛都忘记

要经过好久

我不怪不愿你

爱也曾经美丽

爱的代价我付出了

放你去吧

对爱有多些了解

一定有个人会在这世界

只为我等候

看天空是那么宽

不再低着头的我要往前走

2009-03-01T14:22:00.006+08:00

After 6 weeks of LiFe without maid
mum finally decided to hire a new maid
Woohoo! :D
accompanied mum to the maid agency yesterday
and managed to find a maid that meets our criterias
hence we decided to employ her
my aunt will be training her fer a week
before she comes to our rescue! HAHA

Later in the evening
I went to meet Sis FuN fer dinner
as we were bored of rotting away at home
Hur joined us after her work
dined at Xing Wang Cafe
where I had my all-time fave....
Pork Rib Noodle Papaya Soup!!!

After dinner
we went fer a walk at Marina Square
and stopped at Milenia Walk fer a chat
seemed like we've lots to talk abt
from work to sec sch days to guys..Hees
left fer home at 11pm
great nite spent!

2009-02-28T23:40:00.003+08:00

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

2009-02-27T22:54:00.007+08:00

Several resumes were sent out today
and received a reply from NIDEC
which is located at 36 Loyang Way
It's freaking far from my place
When Elaine heard abt it
and checked out the place fer mi
she burst into laughter!
She couldn't believe how ULU the place was
as it was like something
popped out of nowhere..Haha..
Well..shall check it out tml
hope I won't get lost :P

Fer the past few nites
I've been having dreams
which left mi emo
after I wake up from it.
was abt to go to bed
when Sis's "bestie" smsed mi
off goes my peaceful nite
chatted with him on msn previously
and I just can't take it
hence blocked him on msn
I know he cares as a friend
but I find it unacceptable.
Besides I don't think
we've not reached the term "friends" yet
we don't even know each other well
so that only makes us former schoolmate.

I replied his msg out of courtesy
and started chatting via sms
until a point
when i really cannot take it anymore
I forwarded the sms to Sis
and she went LOL!
I don't blame her
afterall I once teased and laughed
when something similar happened to her..Keke..

"it" was not shocking
but more of dumb can.
he doesn't know what love is.
To mi, "feel" is the basic element
No feel, no interest
no interest, no love.
Anyway I've drawn a line between us :)
hope I can have some peace again.

was telling sis
I would only consider
if he were Leonard or erm..Chester! LOL!
kk..I must be dreaming
well i think i should
off to bed now!
Nitey nitez..

p/s: Sita, I know u won't mind if I mention "Chester" rite? Hees

2009-02-26T13:31:00.006+08:00

Had an interview today
at Raffles Medical Group
chances of getting the job is 0
as there are many other candidates..i supposed
and my poly fren, Aswin, was there
fer the same interview too
wat a coincidence!

Sighs..
gotta wait fer my agent
in the meantime
i shall continue to email my CV.

Other than job-hunting
I've been thinking a lot
fer the past few days
and I'm back to where I started.

Before I forget
I wanna apologise to you
fer ignoring your calls
that you have made fer the past few nites
Sorrie.
I didn't want to answer them
as I was still sorting out my feelings
I didn't want to be disturbed.
Lotsa contradictions going thru my mind
but one thing fer sure
I hope we can still be friends like before.
AE once asked mi
if he and I can still be friends
after a breakup
why can't I remain as your friend too?

Well..I need more time
to let go of the beautiful memories
that you've given mi.
I guess by the time i do so
you would already be in NS. Haha..
Fer now
we shall see how things go bah.

心痛比快乐更真实

爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次

一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子

2009-02-24T10:28:00.007+08:00

Sunday was great!
Amy, FuN and I went to ECP to cycle
it's been several months, nearly a year
since we last cycled
and I nearly forgot how to cycle
as I kept losing my balance..Haha..

The weather was perfect
hot and sunny..I like!
stopped fer a while
to take a rest
and started camwhoring! =D

Woohoo!

Not long it started to rain
so we stopped at a shelter
b4 cycling back.

After cycling
FuN and I bus-ed down to Changi Airport
to meet up with Hur
fer dinner and chat.

Hope the SiAo A will meet up soon again! ;)

2009-02-21T10:42:00.008+08:00

“It is better to have loved and lost
than to never have loved at all."
But at what cost?
Is it even worth it
to fall in love
and then lose
all the joy and happiness
of a loved one's kiss and caress;
To be held, to be hugged day after day.
To have it all just taken away
and in its place only pain left to stay
in a hole that was once a heart.

A heart that was ONE with another.
now no longer together but apart
now broken and empty and accepting no other
for the pain is too great.
And it's too great a pain
to let it all happen again.
No longer willing to love yet, nor willing to hate.
Just unable to let the heart forget
all the mind now regrets.
Was the pleasure worth the pain?
If so why does the pain still remain?
Is life still worth living
Yet not knowing
What is love, being loved, or loving?

To never experience bliss.
To never experience
and miss out on the joy and happiness
from a loved ones kiss.
To never know what love can do.
To never have someone love you.
To never get nervous and not know what to say
every time that certain someone looks your way.
To never know what it is
to fall in love and have that love grow.
Is it better to never have loved at all?
If so tell me for I'd like to know.

why do we never know what we've got till its gone...

2009-02-20T23:22:00.011+08:00

With the great help of my bro
I finally completed my resume.
started emailing several copies
to companies and agents.
just received a reply from Recruit Express
who has 2 vacancies fer Accounts Assistant
hence arranged fer an interview fer mi on Monday.
Hope I qualify fer the job. *pray hard*

Went out with Elaine
to accompany my Part-time in-charge, Jacelyn,
to do her tattoo
at Upper Serangoon Shopping Centre.
It was a pretty interesting experience fer mi
as it was my first time watching it upclose! HaHa..

p/s: Sis, ur "best friend" is being over-caring le. Argh!

2009-02-20T11:42:00.010+08:00

^Just fer Bibi Sis^

Thanks fer the meimei letter
that u gave mi earlier
and the note which u posted
specially fer mi on SnowyHappiness
and here's my reply to u. =D

Just read ur list of 15 things
which we have been doing during classes in SAA.
Actually there's one thing
that u shld not do even when i'm not with u
it's #8 on ur list
No more reading of chinese novels secretly in class hor
Btw there's 2 more items
I would like to add
1. Pulling my ear
2. Throwing "mini snowballs" in XX
clue: XX is my favourite corner in Angsana 4! :P

See luh..
u've made mi miss u more again :(
Lastly whatever that comes ur way,
just face it bravely okies.
Take care~

Sisters forever...

2009-02-18T14:30:00.013+08:00

Didn't attend lecture ytd
as I've already decided to stop schooling
went to SAA this morning
to fill up the withdrawal form
currently working on my resume
before bro assists mi in job-hunting later.

He called mi up last nite
to ask if I was alright
and I'm glad to hear that he's fine too.
All the best fer ur final exams
and enjoy ur trip to Genting with ur classmates bah =)

To my dear friends, don't worry
that call didn't affect mi much.
I was telling Sis FuN
that I have yet to pack up the gifts
and delete the text messages of the past.
I hope one fine day
I can really keep everything away
and put the unforgettable past behind mi.

我的心该怎么学会去适应那些没你的安静

我也想小心地收起所有回忆

却总是忍不住不断的翻起

爱开始了该怎么去喊停

i miss u. u're still my one and only.

2009-02-17T15:36:00.004+08:00

我们做回比情人更好的朋友,好吗?

2009-02-17T15:27:00.006+08:00

明天以后 by 林峰, 泳儿

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林: 我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

2009-02-16T18:17:00.004+08:00

A big thank you to
Elaine, Keith, Sis FuN, Amy, Bibi Sis and Alvin
fer showing your concern.

Amy and FuN surprised mi
when they came over to my place
Thanks fer lending mi your ears
though I had nothing to pour out
other than uncontrollable tears
Hope you gals will give mi more time to let go and get back on my feet.

Results were released today
Congratulations to Bibi Sis, Simin, Anna and Peimin
who passed all 3 papers.
As fer mi, I failed PMGT and Tax
Surprisingly I passed Law
despite only completing 6 out of 10 questions =)

Told my parents that I wanna quit ACCA
no point mi wasting $$ to retake
and there will be tougher papers ahead
I don't think I can make it
I'm tired of studying.
So I've decided to get into the working world

*Bibi Sis, sorry fer leaving you behind at SAA.
I won't be in class to laugh with you at our Lecturer's jokes
nor share your joy or troubles.
But I'll still visit SnowyHappiness
to see how you're doing.

Switched on my hp to text Amy and FuN
and happened that Alvin called.
Didn't answer his call and switched off my hp again
but called him back
after feeling bad abt ignoring his call of concern.
Thanks my friend
I'm not ok now but I will be ok in time to come =)

Just confided in my bro
about how demoralising ACCA is
my recent break-up and my LiFe
and my tears kept flowing uncontrollably again.
He gave mi advice on looking fer a job
and taking a break
before getting a degree at UNISIM.
Thanks a lot bro!

2009-02-15T17:58:00.006+08:00

Baby came over to pass mi the 2 other V-day gifts which he had made. This will be the last time I'll be calling him "Baby" as we will now be on a 3-mth cooling period from today onwards. Whether a not you will return to mi after this period is still a question. Therefore, to mi, it's not a cooling period. I would treat it as a break-up.

I don't wish to have any hopes during this period and get disappointed at the end of it. So I feel that we shld just end this once and for all. No one knows what will happen after this 3 mths. Only time will tell.

Recently I have been thinking what will happen to mi if we were to break-up. So now I'm kind of prepared fer it. However it isn't as easy as said. During this period, I have to get used to LiFe without you and all the habits that I have when I'm with you. I'm aware that LiFe will be like hell fer mi as I have fallen really deep this time. This break-up is much much ~~worse~~ more painful than the one with Alvin. Afterall this is my longest relationship.

My final message to you:

Thank you so much fer all the good times, pleasant surprises and beautiful and sweet memories that you have given mi during this 9 mths, which I don't think any other guys can give mi. Seriously you have made my LiFe complete though our relationship has come to an end. During this 9 mths, I have learnt a lot esp making commitments in a relationship. And I'm glad there's no 3rd party between us.

Starting from today, pls try not to contact mi as I want to be left alone. I will switch off my hp fer at least 3 days and also may not reply you. I'm doing this not because I hate you. I won't hate you like I hate you know who. I need time to get up and move on with my LiFe hence I don't wish to see or hear from you at the moment.

You have given mi 521 folded stars, 1 bouquet of flowers and 4 dozen of folded roses. I'm really touched though I wasn't moved to tears. As fer the missing 13, I don't know if I will receive it from you some day. But it doesn't matter anymore. What matters now is you work hard fer your upcoming exams and hope you can successfully get into your ideal uni. Take good care of yourself too.

521**14

To MarshMallow:

You guys are really a bunch of fun ppl. However I have to bid goodbye to our friendship too since I can't stay in Marshmallow anymore. Hope you 4 guys will survive the tough NS. As fer Sam, I'm not sure if you will be going overseas fer further studies, but wanna wish you all the best in LiFe too.

Alvin, I'm not sure if you still remember our deal. You said you would go drinking with mi when I break-up. Haha..but now I don't need it anymore. Sorry to leave MarshMallow though you once said we will stay friends forever. Anyway all the best to you and Belinda too.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

小猪 once said before:

"就算今天是不好的分手还是要保留住他好的那一面,
这样的话, 你会觉得爱情是美的。"

i've lost a best friend, a confidant and a lover.

2009-02-14T23:16:00.008+08:00

Y HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Y

Went fer V day dinner last nite
as Baby is working tonite
Met him at GH after his appointment
and I was more than 30mins late :x (sorrie..)
Afterwhich we went to Popeye at the Flyers
as he hasn't tried it before.
we both still think KFC is better..haha..
Baby brought his V-day gifts fer mi
while I didn't bring mine
as I was too embarrassed of my art-piece :P
Hence we didn't exchange gifts last nite.

Instead I went over his place today
after his afternnon nap
to pass him the gift
before he went to work again.
I must say it's really difficult to get an ideal gift
therefore I made a pair of small ~~humpty-dumpty~~ roly-poly
also known in chinese as "不倒翁"
Till now I still think it's awful
but it's the thoughts that count rite? Hees..
Hope he will understand its meaning :)
Other than roly-poly
I also got him a card and 海角七號 dvd
hoping to watch it with him after his final exams.

Baby got mi a bouquet of flowers
this time it's not Champagne roses
but Sunflower..
that's something new and pleasant!
Liked it! Thanks Smelly Pooh! ^v^

2009-02-11T21:18:00.003+08:00

I finally started my first culinary lesson today
as Baby wanted to help mi with preparing dinner
Hence he took this opportunity
to teach mi cooking! AHHH...
he even bought vegetables, chicken, pork and prawns
as I have no idea what was in my refrigerator. Hehez..

After lunch
we started with marinating the chicken and pork
before started to cook at 6:30pm.
Firstly, we Baby deep-fried the chicken
followed by the sweet and sour pork.
Well..I must say watching him cook is easy
but doing it myself will be difficult luh..
must not be afraid of the splattering of oil,
must control the fire,
must ensure that the meat is cooked yet not overcooked..
Cooking indeed requires skill! ;)

Vegetables and egg with onions were next
and they were still manageable..
Finally dinner was ready..
Overall Rate: 9/10

Here's to Baby:
U impressed mi once again.
Thanks many much fer all that u've done today!
Although I was watching u cook most of the time,
I did learn a thing or two abt cooking.
Hopefully u'll be able to try these dishes
prepared by mi
after i've succeeded okie..Haha..

Alright it's time to go to bed
hug my smelly pooh
and smell 臭臭 to sleep..
Baby has sprayed his deoderant on it
knowing that I'll miss that 臭臭
at times when I miss him..Hees..

p/s: What to get fer V-day? what's something unforgettable and touching?

2009-02-08T23:25:00.010+08:00

SiAo A's reunion lunch has successfully ended
at FuN's place
where we had steamboat and lo-heyed!
We had a great time catching up as we eat
and the fun part was ahead
when we were treated to videos of SiAo A!
They were videos made by FuN years ago
which consist of our sec 5 days,
our first chalet in 2005,
SiAo A teaching mi how to cycle,
our first camping at ECP,
Amy's 20th and Jing's 21st bday video clips!
Our classic hairstyles and poses
really tickled us as we relish our past! Haha..

We also took quite a lot of pics today
fer the purpose of making more videos in 2009! =D

Later in the evening
Jing, Hur and I went fer a walk and shop
ard Chinatown before we bus-ed down to PS.
As we were feeling a lil' hungry
we bought Sushi from Carrefour to fill our stomach
and Jing couldn't get enuff of it..Haas..

Well..that's all fer a long Sunday!

2009-02-07T23:55:00.010+08:00

New song fer my blog
pretty much describes the situation

that we're currently facing.

And to you,
the main message from mi is the words in red.

走音 by 黄靖伦

你的爱情在走音变成另一个旋律
我还在执迷拼了命去合音
你像下雪的表情是会过完的冬季
我把心划成火柴却看见漆黑的梦境

听见爱情在走音痛是太长的抖音
我不爱煽情但双唇抖个不停
本来幸福的主题怎麽唱成了悲剧
选错歌唱再用心也无力

2009-02-07T23:35:00.008+08:00

Had family dinner at home
followed by watching IPMAN tgt in the living room
that's our first family bonding session
planned by my Keith.
Enjoyed it! Thanks bro!

Baby, thanks fer coming over fer dinner too
and helping out to wash the dishes.
And I'm really glad that u poured out
all that u've bottled up in ur heart.
I really have no idea what I'm feeling right now
and there's nth much fer mi to say
as I've already said all that I wanted to earlier.

爱是不是都一样无论多漫长终究曲终人散?

2009-01-31T13:34:00.002+08:00

CNY is finally over
back to sch with assignment due next week
and Audit Mock Exam is in a week's time
haven't started mugging yet..
SIGHS..
ACCA IS HELL!
I shld have gone to SIM with the AIA gals
it's too late now..argh!

If only I went to work after poly grad
If only I had a maid again
If only I could live my LiFe my way
If only there were if only..

emo-ing..DND (Do-Not-Disturb)

2009-01-24T23:41:00.008+08:00

1 week of doing housework
and everything is almost done..
Most importantly I've finally tidied my table! =D
How long more do I have to go thru this???
It's so Lifeless!
I hate this freaking LiFe now!!
I want my PhoEbeLiciOus LiFe back!!
I wish I wish I wish...

Thank goodness I gave myself some time off!
Went to Baby's place on wed and fri
to find that he had bumped his head at work! Wahaha! :x

His mum boiled 2 eggs to rub on his lil' bump
and I rubbed it with some medication
after he woke up from his nap..
That's when I took my sweet revenge! Muahaha!
See if he still wanna make mi produce barrels of vinegar every nite! :P

Life's always great with my SMELLY POOH around..ilu

HAPPY 9th!

2009-01-18T10:32:00.007+08:00

Finally an anniversary day that falls on a Sunday..Initially I thought I could celebrate this day with Baby. Unfortunately all thanks to F7 class which will be held later from 2-7pm to make-up fer the class during the CNY week! The lecturer said this lecture is freaking important and as he always says, "The best investment now is Education." so nothing can be more important than this..watever luh..Sighs..

Anyway I'm now more interested in my Life-time investment which could give mi a higher ROI! (Return on Investment) Haha..

This 9th month is a light-hearted one whereby we've been meeting more often that the previous month..Staying overnite at Baby's place, meeting him fer breakfast at 8am, 2009 countdown and not forgetting the Meet-the-Parent Session! :D It brings joy to me as my mum has accepted Baby despite of his age and knows that he is the one that I wanna spend the rest of my LiFe with.

Well..it may still be early to say..but all i want to do is to love him, be there fer him, appreciate the things that he does fer me and cherish every moment with him. Afterall your love is what makes my LiFe fulfilling and meaningful.

Baby, thank you fer the 9 months that made mi feel so blessed.
Hope we'll create more beautiful moments together..
Moments that remind me of why we are together,
how amazing you are
and how my LiFe just makes more sense
with you in it..

you're my dream come true..

2009-01-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

Woke up with a sad Saturday morning
as my maid left fer home at 7am
she hugged my sister and I
causing mi to be in tears
Thank her fer everything
wish her all the best
and hope she'll be happy back home!

Well..Princess-turned-Maria Phoebe
survived a day without maid! LOL
made my bed, tidy the newspapers,
help myself to breakfast,
mop the floor, get dinner fer everyone..
not bad huh..HaHa..
Let's see how long I can go on with this! :P

2009-01-16T23:13:00.005+08:00

I've been quite slack fer the past few days
with only 2 days of class every week
Had dinner with MarshMallow guys last nite
before going to JJ's place to chiong their FYP overnite!
They must be really drained and exhausted
esp Baby who still has to work today..
Baby, u must take gd care of ur health wor
don't overwork and overtire urself alright :)

Went shopping with FuN earlier
and i finally gotten my shoes fer CNY
while FuN got a top fer herself :D
Well..I kinda like this LiFe..
2 days of sch every week
and spend the other days with love or friends..

Unfortunately such LiFe is short-lived!
My maid will balek kampong tml
so I've to do the housework..sighs..
Actually I don't mind doing household chores
Sweeping, mopping, ironing, washing the dishes
are all that I'm willing to do..
Not forgetting cooking which I've to start learning..
don't ask mi how..but i'll try
fer the sake of B-A-B-Y
i'll give whatever I can :P

Other than household chores
workload at sch will be getting heavier
as we'll be getting our assignments after CNY
and we have to submit our written notes to the lecturer
F7 & F8 will drive mi crazy sooner or later..

I want a simple yet beautiful LiFe..

只想陪在你身边...

2009-01-14T13:34:00.004+08:00

At long last I've joined FB
after being influenced by my dear friends! Haas..
Ranking in order form earliest to recent:
1. Sis FuN
2. Bro Keith
3. Simin
4. Alvin
5. Nicholas.Q

Everyone in SiAo 'A', including Amy, is in FB
plus 1 kuku fren whom I thot will never create FB
has miraculously created one few days ago
and was asking mi to do the same!
See...
How not to be tempted to "face the book"? Hees..

Bibi Sis..u'll be next! Muahaha..
quickly create one..
btw I found ur cutie (Danny)'s best friend!! :P

Oh well..
hope I'll continue to enjoy the discovery FB :D

2009-01-12T22:23:00.007+08:00

At Little Bali

At The Jewel Box

2009-01-12T11:57:00.005+08:00

Friday (09.01.09)

Went shopping with the usual 4/7 CCC gals
luckily Bibi Sis didn't PS mi when she could have done so..
Thanks Bibi!
Finally I bought my clothes fer CNY
plus another dress from Hypnosis
from $59.90 to $20..What a sale! Haha..

After shopping, I went to meet Jing, FuN and Mandy
Jing brought us to Little Bali fer dinner
it's at Frangipani Villa at 9 Lock Road
The place looks v.familiar to mi
as I've been there b4 during my attachment
and i started to recollect the good old days at HP
Oh well..back to dinner
we had Tom Yam Soup, Indo Prawn,
Thai-Style Chicken, Kang Kong and Hotplate Tofu
I love their spicyness
esp the Tom Yam Soup! Super shiok!
I must say the food was freaking awesome
I even had 1 1/2 bowl of rice..Oops!
Great food at a reasonable price
Rate: 4.5/5

After dinner, we cabbed down to Mount Faber
camwhored at The Jewel Box before heading home..
Had a wonderful nite with great company, sumptuous food and fun!

Saturday (10.01.09)

Back to work at P.Thots to take over my sis
so happened that Nicholas dropped by..Haha..
He even packed the areas that were in a mess..要吗? Lol!

Sunday (11.01.09)

The big day arrived at last! Muahaha!
I brought Baby back home fer dinner to meet my family..
This was my first time seeing him so nervous and stressed :P
Fortunately everything went on smoothly
he managed to answer my parents' questions
and communicated quite well with them :D

After dinner, Baby was so relieved! Haas..
As I was abt to ask mum fer her comments
she asked mi,"Do u really want to be with him?"
Without hesitation, I said yes.
The only comment she gave was "if only he was older than you"
well..my mum still has this traditional mindset
that the boyfriend must be older than the girlfriend..Haha..
Anyway she has got nothing to pick on him
and this means..BABY PASSED! Yay! :D

Now that my mum doesn't disapprove of my relationship
I really hope we can go on further and create a future of our own..

2009-01-08T22:29:00.006+08:00

Classes started on 6th Jan
which was also Anna's 21st birthday! =)
we celebrated with her fer dinner
before going fer our nite class

Attended FinanciaL Reporting (F7) class
my very first honeymoon lecture
as promised by the lecturer (James K)..Haas..
James is interesting and humurous
hence the lesson was pretty relaxing and fun!
However as he said "honeymoon lecture"
I believe the following lessons wouldn't be as relaxing as the first..
We'll be pulling our hair once when we get down to business! Ahhh..
Before I forget..
Spore's passing rate fer F7 = 36% (FAINT!)
I need to xtra xtra work hard..yeah rite..as if I will..LOL!

Had Audit and Assurance (F8)class today
and it's one INHUMAN paper as described by the lecturers
Spore's passing rate = 20% ~~(FAINT AGAIN)~~ (IN COMA!!) :P
so demoralizing luh..

Anyway the lecturer (Phillip W) is really professional..
that's what I've observed during the 4hrs
and he made us think deeper..
fer instance he asked these questions
"Why is opening stock recorded in Trial Balance?"
"Why closing stock is NOT recorded in the Trial Balance?"
well..I only learnt that in POA in sec sch
but we weren't taught the reason behind it..
Anyway that's our little homework of the day
So if any of u know the answer,
kindly enlighten mi on my tagboard..Hees..Thanks!

Audit was b-o-r-i-n-g..
i nearly fell asleep (yawnzzzz)
but luckily his jokes wake mi up! Haha..
He can be serious, he can be fun
and he shared with us some facts abt body language
and I'm getting interested in it!
Perhaps I'll borrow a book on it sometime soon ;)

Supposed to go back NP to lunch at their Makan Place tml
but change of plan due to the expected crowd at Open house..
so it'll be SHOPPING fer CNY clothes with Anna, Simin and Bibi
and dinner and coffee with FuN, Jing, Mandy and Amy =D

Working on sat
and the big day's on Sun!
that should be it..time flies

2009-01-05T23:17:00.005+08:00

Dear Snowy,
I'm really glad we've found the place
read abt it, esp the 1st and 2nd paragraph
lotsa feelings and thots..
Listened to "自我催眠" and wanted to delicate to u
but it's a sad song..
Still i like its lyrics v.much

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前

p/s: Somehow I've got a feeling I'll need it someday again..just hope it works this time round..

2009-01-05T09:39:00.011+08:00

Back to sch tml..sianz..
Have yet to check the time and class..(Lazy luh..)
Well..let mi just blog abt my wonderful Saturday! :D

03.01.09

Started my day at 6:30am
went to meet Baby and his mum fer breakfast at 8am..
then headed back to his place to torture him with situps! :x
but ended up I have to do more..
all because of...
He: I do x no.of situps, den u do x divide by half ok?
Mi: okok..no prob!
Somehow I stupidly mis-interpreted!!
thinking that divide by 1/2 = divide by 2!
Phoebe's math FAIL! Lol!
Plus i challenged him..
thinking that he can't do 200 situps,
so I said I'll give him additional $100 if he does so.

Guess wat..
he did 200 situps luh!
that means I've to do 400 situps + pay him $100!
Ahhhh...crazy sia..
Luckily he waived all of the above :P
subject to conditions..ie.buy more dresses..hehez..

By 3pm I left his place to meet my Turkeyham sis (Bibi)
fer our Belated Xmas-cum-New Year date
started off with shopping
followed by dinner at NYDC
gift exchange outside borders.

We were so excited abt it! ;)
I was super-high when I saw my gift
and kept OMG-ing!!
It's Xiao Zhu's book! *Grins*
Plus a lipgloss and a written piece of 9 meaningful Love quotes!
I must say we do have some telepathy..
She wrote mi 9 quotes
while I gave her 9 chocos representing long-time happiness..Hees..
Thanks soooo much, Totty-nutty sis!

Lipgloss

Bibi's masterpiece of Love Quotes

罗志祥进化三部曲!!!

From mi to her:

Oh well..ended the day with a short camwhoring
from Far East to the train on our way home ;)

^The Cheekyhams Sisters^

That's all folks!

2009-01-02T22:50:00.005+08:00

It's the 2nd day of 2009
and I believe most students are back to sch
but not fer mi! Lalala~
went shopping with Baby and his friend, Mei Shi
in the afternoon as they went to get their Levis jeans
and helped mi to look fer my CNY clothes..

Walked to Cine and went into Pandora's box
nothing caught my interest at first
until Baby and Mei Shi found a dress
and asked mi to try it on..
the first thing that came into my mind was..
"Err..DRESS leh!!!"
I haven't been wearing dress fer a looonnng time liao lor..
the last time i wore one was when Baby asked mi to..
and that was in 2007
when i was doing my attachment in HP..LOL!

Anyway back to the dress..
when I tried it on
I couldn't believe it myself..
the dress looks really nice
and when I showed it to Baby and Mei Shi
Baby was stunned!
I was looking at him
waiting fer his comments
but he was at loss fer words!
so I didn't know if he liked it or not..Haas..

Only after we left the shop,
they said I look better in dresses than in casual top and jeans..Hehez..
Hmm..don't ask mi what I personally think :P
All I know is I'm happie to hear Baby's comments
esp when he said I look like a PRINCESS when I'm in dress..LOL!
K lah..I shall bring EiLeen to take a look at it tml
before buying it! :D

In the evening,
I went to meet up with Amy, Hur and FUN's mum
to fetch FUN from the airport
After FUN arrived, the gals went fer supper
while I went to meet Baby at my place
and my mum finally saw him le..
well..no comments yet..
Looks like we've to wait fer 11.01.09..
which will not be postponed due to..
long story..haha..

3 years in aust..
I'll wait fer u..but will u?
There's still a long way to go..
guess I shall just cherish whatever I have now..

错过你错过爱
你和我为何终不能相爱
禁不住的挣扎
想了又想然而真的太难

错过你错过爱
不相信我们永不能相爱
这说不出的遗憾
是我宿命的孤单

是去爱你或被爱是否又一次错过

2009-01-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

After a lunch gathering at my aunt's place
my sis and I went to Kovan to get our pay..Yay! ;)
I wanted to update my bankbook
but the machine rejected it
as there aren't enough lines left in my bankbook fer updates..
That's what i read from the machine..
I nearly laugh my head off luh..LOL!
That's the 1st time i see this..
Actually the reason behind this is that I haven't been updating it
since 14.10.2008..
It's been more than 2 mths le :x
Looks like i've to go straight to the bank tml..

Later we went fer shopping at bugis..
wanted to get my clothes fer CNY
but ended up buying other stuffs..keke..
1. White belt at MooMoo
2. Necklace at Poisson Rouge
3. Handphone pouch at The Wallet Shop
I'm one satisfied shopper today..
shall continue my shopping tml at Cine and PS..

HAPPY 2009!

2009-01-01T10:42:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
2009 will be a better year! =)

Didn't have time to sum up my 2008
but as a whole, it had been a fruitful year fer mi.
1. Celebrated my 21st
2. Found my missing piece..(the man of my life..i hope)
3. Passed my final year and graduated from NP in May.
4. Temp work at AIA and got to know a bunch of lovely friends
5. Started ACCA (little regrets abt it)
That's abt it..i think..

31.12.08- Last day of 2008..
Worked till 9pm
went to meet Baby and his sec sch friends at Marina Square
and he surprised mi with a bouquet of Champagne roses and Pooh!
That's his last gift to mi fer the year ended 2008
and both are my favourites!

Baby's just so sweet..
THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH BABY!
I LOVE U LOTS..A LOT A LOT! =D

His friends didn't stay fer countdown
so the 2 of us went fer the Marina Bay Countdown.
Everywhere was flooded with people
or rather "penguins" as everyone was walking like one..Lol!
But we managed to squeeze thru
and waited fer the fireworks at Nicoll Highway
somewhere near the Esplanade bridge.
It was the best spot to view the fireworks! Haas..
The fireworks was really MAGNIFICENT and SUPER-BEAUTIFUL!
It was better than last year's
plus spending that very moment with my loved one..
AW..
I can only use 4 chinese words to describe it..
一切完美..that is "perfect"..

Once again
Baby, Thanks fer everything last nite..
esp when u protected mi all the way
as everyone was squeezing their way out..
Honestly I love the feeling of having u to walk behind mi
and watch over mi..
How I wish u can protect mi forever :P Hees..

2008-12-30T01:08:00.005+08:00

Xiao Zhu's new CD <潮男正传>is out le!

Sad to say, his songs aren't really as nice as before..
I didn't quite like his fast songs..
Looks like i won't be getting this album..sighs..
The only song i like is "幸福不灭".

幸福不灭 - 罗志祥
作词：严云农作曲：阿沁

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2008-12-29T23:23:00.014+08:00

Happie Monday!
Fun and Fulfilling..
10:30am-2pm: POA Tuition
Enjoyed doing the double-entries fer General Journal
all the Debits and Credits..
i luv it luh!
Too bad ACCA isn't that easy..*pouts*

3pm-7pm: CCC gals K-session @ Party WorLd
Enjoyed ourselves though we go out of tune at times..LOL!
Guess we'll go there again soon
with the additional 4hrs free
on the next visit before 31.01.09 :)
We can sing and camwhore again! Lalala~

We'll be back! ^v^

As I was abt to meet Baby fer dinner after K-ing
I saw Baby waiting outside Party WorLd fer mi
the 1st thing I wanna do is poke him luh!
Cheat my feelings! Haas..
Well..though I wasn't as surprised as u wanted mi to be
it was still a pleasant one anyway
esp when I see u wearing it today :D

Left Liang Court and walked to Bugis fer dinner
suddenly craved fer duck rice more than Ajisen
Had it and I'm satisfied! Haha..
wonder wat's my next craving! :P

After dinner Baby see mi home
to my doorstep and I pulled him in
so that I can let my parents take a look at their daughter's dearest bf! Haas..
Unfortunately my mum was busy in her room (wrong timing :S)
so it was only my dad who saw him
as usual my dad gave his friendly smile..Heehee..

Afterwhich i walked Baby to the bus-stop
and i felt we had a great talk tonite..
Abt our future..
02.05.09 which u've forgotten..
haiz..Haha..
But then it's postponed
cos we've to wait till I've learnt to cook 20 dishes!
Iyo..box u arh! :P
Anyway since u're willing to teach mi
I'll be more than willing to learn..
just pray hard u won't regret teaching such a CMI student! Lol!
(Jing & FUN, i need ur help!!!) ;P

Oh ya..was chatting with FUN
and she said this to mi
"你真是丢女人的脸.." (oops!)
Oh well..she's the 2nd..
wonder who's next! :x

p/s: My One & OnLy Less Than 3, Thanks fer everything tonite..Luv luv u!

Our final destination..Fort Canning Park..

2008-12-28T23:37:00.004+08:00

Life's getting from bad to worse in just 2 days!
My maid wants to go back asap
and my parents no longer wanna employ another maid..
Gosh!

The first thing that came into my mind
was 11th Jan 2009..
the day when I'm supposed to bring Baby home fer dinner
Now that my maid's last day is on the 10th,
no one to help prepare dinner on the 11th.
Hence it has to be cancelled..sobx..

I can't imagine my LiFe without maid!
To some, u may think it's no big deal
but it's NOT fer one who is used to having a maid fer 21 yrs okay!
I'm just spoilt can!
No maid means i've to do some of the housework such as:
Make my own breakfast
Make my bed
Laundry
Sweeping and Mopping
Wash the dishes
I'm so gonna hate this! Argh!

Because of this, I've been in a terrible mood
esp since yesterday
I quarrelled with my mum (that's nothing new..)
and I just didn't feel like doing anything
other than waiting fer Baby's call
so that I can hear his voice
and tell him how terrible i was feeling..

Indeed I felt much better after sharing with him my thoughts
and his words cheered mi up a little :)
He said this is the time when I can learn to be independent
learn to do housework and cook
so as to be a good housewife.
Well..I agree..
but Baby I need time to take these steps one at a time okie..

Fer you,
I'm already willing to be a housewife (provided u can support mi! :P)
and my younger sis said this to mi AGAIN
"你真是丢女人的脸!" Haha..
Aiyer i don't mind le lah
but fer the cooking part..
erm..I'll try whatever I can alright?
I appreciate ur intention to teach mi cooking
but I really don't wanna take up ur time
esp when u're in ur final year le..
After exams then u can come to my place as often as u want
and teach mi to cook okie okie..Hees..

To Baby,
Thanks fer being there when I'm down
and u never fail to brighten up my day everyday
though u would intentionally make mi produce barrels of vinegar every nite! Lol!
No matter what, I still love u..
love u love u love u (lah) =)
And I really hope I will be able to bring u back home one day
once things have settled down
I want my parents (esp my mum)
to know that u're the one whom I can be truly happy with..

I'm gonna make my greatest wish every year until it comes true one day..

2008-12-27T10:19:00.015+08:00

Finally i had a day off yesterday..
went fer shopping in the noon fer belated xmas gifts
but got a black shorts from Giordano fer myself instead! Hees..
they were having lunch sale- 40% storewide from 12pm-3pm
so i was tempted lor :P
plus i dunno y i'm starting to like wearing shorts..Haha..
but at least it's better than wearing jeans all the time rite? =X
well..will look fer my skirt & dress too (soon..soon..)

Thankfully i managed to get the gifts after shopping fer my own stuffs..
~~Jacelyn~~
~~Sharon~~
~~EiLeen~~
~~Rita~~
Keith
After shopping i went to give POA tuition
to Fun's younger bro
and in return he gave mi a small Pooh plush
which he won at the arcade..Hees (Thanks anyway!)

After tuition, i went to meet SiAo 'A' at bugis
to celebrate Sam's belated 21st bday..
the celebration was overdue by a mth (sorrie Sam)
just hope u like the gift =)
Had steamboat fer dinner at Chong Qing
Tom yam was spicy enuff
variety of food was pretty limited
but i luv their fish and mini fried man tou! LOL!
Overall Rating: 3/5

After dinner, our dear "Siok Siok" called from Suzhou! =D
Miss her luh..but she'll be back by next week..Oohlalala..
Hur joined us at 11pm and we went to Mac fer sweet treats (= ice-cream)
reached home before 1am and knocked out! zzz..

Just realised i haven't been posting pics on my blog fer decades le!
So here are only a few recent and overdue ones..Hees..

At work..

Sharon & Mi

Niiiiiicholas & Sharon

Best Part-timers of the year..Haha..

Post Exam..@ Changi Airport

That's all..i believe..
Next camwhoring session..29.12.08
Party World K with EiLeen, Simin and Anna..
Woohoo~
Best of all,
i'll be meeting Baby fer dinner after K..
Luv luv..

2008-12-22T19:53:00.005+08:00

Bad day at work yesterday..
not in the mood to serve customers
plus some irritating customers making things difficult
ruined my day luh!
So the only thing on my mind
was to quickly close shop and....
....meet Baby! *Grins*

After work I went to spend a nite at Baby's place
and I finally hugged him to bed..
it just felt so comfy! LaLaLa~
Managed to get some sleep
other than waking up a few times in the middle of the nite..
I was awake by 7am
so I turned to watch Baby
while he was still in his dreamland..Hees..
I lay my eyes on him as I waited fer him to wake up..

It's blissful to see my One & OnLy <3

beside mi first thing in the morning when I opened my eyes..
好幸福好幸福..真的好幸福 wor..
How i wish i could do that every morning :D

After he woke up
we went fer breakfast b4 going to work..
However i didn't help him much
just hope i've been a great company =)

Anyway I really luv being stuck to u fer as long as today..
A pity i've to work tml..
if not i can stay over fer another nite
and accompany u to work again..

Happiness is a journey, not a place..

2008-12-21T08:36:00.003+08:00

Work has been fun fer the past 2 days
with a 4-yr old boy coming into our shop
to look fer Nic to play with him.
However Nic didn't like him as he was pretty mischievious.(Haha..)
So I entertained that little boy instead..
Afterall I'm a kid-lover! :D

Not long the kid got attached to mi
and didn't wanna leave when his mum came to take him away..
He simply cling onto mi and hugged mi so tight
that i can't pull his hands off mi.
After much coaxing, he finally let go of mi
but pulled mi along when his mum brought him out of the shop..
Hehez..he just so adorable luh..my luver-boy!!

Yesterday was Nic's last day..
so sad can..
He's one fabulous colleague that i enjoy working the most!
He's super-duper FUN and HELPFUL and CRAPPY!
Given his height of 1.87m,
we wld always shout out his name
and asked him to reach fer the stock.

Sighs..
No more fun working days where we teased one another
No more crapping
No one to entertain mi at work
I'm so gonna miss him..miss working with him..

Oh well..
Another another name added on my list
of beautiful persons that has walked into my LiFe! :)

2008-12-20T09:48:00.002+08:00

S Club 7- Have you Ever

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, S Club 7 Have you Ever Lyrics:
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know,I should know,
cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go
that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

2008-12-19T09:24:00.004+08:00

Had a super-fun day yesterday
as I spent 8hrs with Baby at his place!
Lying beside him and watch him sleep
is one simple thing i love to do..

But best of all,
i enjoy watching him being tortured by mi
as i asked him to do 100 sit-ups! Wahaha..
Poor Baby fer having such an EviL gf..:P
Anyway Baby, I'm impressed that u kept to ur word
and did all of it..
Luv u to bits!

Finally, i've decided to "re-open" my blog
all because of 1 sentence Baby said to mi last nite"
"不管是什么，我们两个要一起面对。"
A relationship is made up of 2 persons, not 1.
u're rite.
i shld not bottle up my feelings..
i promise i'll not hide anything from u again :)

What more can i ask fer when i already have u..

2008-12-18T09:25:00.006+08:00

Since 18.04.08

Our 8th month had been a busy one as we were packed with exams/cts and work. This is also the month when my feelings and love fer him grew stronger and stronger as i miss him more by each passing day. Somehow it became so strong that i can give up almost everything (other than my family and friends) just to be with him. i wanna use my LiFe to luv him.

Few days ago, i made him him upset as i didn't meet up with him fer more than a week as i was busy with work. He wanted to meet mi last friday after his last paper but i already had a date with my girlfriends. Because of my work, i've neglected him. No wonder he kept saying his heart was empty and that he has gf = no gf. He was really dejected. This is the first time i disappoint him so much and all i did was apologise over the phone.

Looks like i haven't been a good gf. When i told him i super miss him, he came down to look fer mi. However when he smsed mi that he misses mi so very much, i didn't go over and i wasn't there to give him a hug when he needed one. Sorrie Baby..

Hence i cancelled my work today to spend time with him later in the afternoon.

Incremental Revenue = Smelly Huggies + Sweet kisses!
(Less): Opportunity cost = ($50)
Net Gain = Priceless love and happiness!
Therefore it's worthwhile..LOL! I still remb PMGT though :P

属于我的昨天之前的结局我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情我们再一起努力

(属于- 梁静茹)

p/s: Hope he won't catch my sick bug..

独家快乐

2008-12-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

卓文萱 - 独家快乐

把我的摩卡加上柠檬混合会得到什么
把你的可乐加上芒果混合会得到什么
爱情是什么因为你靠近心跳更快了

你是我的最独家的快乐
你是我的最甜蜜的负荷
你是我的最微酸的醋盒
你是专属我的

你是我的最独家的快乐
你是我的最勇敢的爱着
你是我的左手被你牵着
你的爱疯狂的摇滚我的快乐

把我的微笑加上勇气混合会得到什么
把你的贴心加上氧气混合会得到什么
爱情是真的因为我相信直觉是对的
你是我的最对味的选择
你是我的最晴朗的笑着
你是我的最幸福的契合
你是我的未来是闪亮的

你的爱疯狂的摇滚我的快乐

我好喜欢这种快乐
永远永远要你陪我唱歌
摇滚我的快乐

2008-12-09T22:30:00.004+08:00

Exams finally ended yesterday!!
Woohoo!
Screwed up fer all 3 papers though..
and i don't give a damn abt it anymore..
Afterall it's over~~

3 weeks of hols..
and I'm back to work..
Oooohlala..I'm luving it!
Worked with Jacelyn and a new male part-timer (Nic)
unfortunately he's only 16..haiz..:P
but he's one fun-loving and super-friendly guy!
What's more shocking abt him
is that he luv kids more than i do luh!
Whenever there're kids ard
he wld make faces and interact with them..Haha..

Oh ya!
i finally bought 轉角遇到愛 DVD at only $19.95!
Good buy good buy!!
Happie Phoebe :D

i'll be working full at PS tml n thurs
sian..dun really like PS..
but fer the sake of $$$..Haha..

I luv working
I luv my friends
I luv my life as i live it my way!

Adding on another layer..

2008-12-05T20:26:00.006+08:00

Moody friday
feeling low becos of what i saw last nite..
his msn msg
asked him if he was alright
and he said he was..
Somehow i felt it meant something
but wasn't sure of what it is..
my intuition tells mi it's abt "her" (hopefully it isn't..)
Afterall i believe he hasn't gotten over "her":(

Girl, u're still the best and irreplaceable in his heart..

Didn't texted him the whole day
missed 3 of his calls..
Baby, i'm sorrie..

Supposed to meet up with SiAo A fer dinner
unfortunately i couldn't make it
had dinner and watched 轉角遇到愛 Final Ep
It's damn sad and touching luh..
i was tearing as i eat
and finally decided to stop eating fer a while
and continue crying..
wonder if it was really touching
or was i using the opportunity to cry out my troubles

Phoebe is emo..
but mugging still needs to be done..

问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论

没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真

i'm afraid..afraid of losing you..

Surprise Surprise!!!

2008-11-25T22:20:00.008+08:00

Shortly after the earlier post
Baby called and chat with him as he was buying dinner
As we chat, I kept thinking abt the 2 weeks
and tears just rolled down again..
Fortunately I hid it well
as I didn't want him to sense it..

Later Baby asked if I wanted to see him..
Of course I do!
However I knew if I were to say "yes"
he wld come down to my place immediately
So I said "No."
Baby: Are u sure u don't wanna see mi?
Mi: Nope..I'm afraid I'll miss u even more! Haha..
Baby: If u can look out of ur window, I'm already downstairs.
Mi: Oh my goodness..

Wiped off my tears and rushed down to meet him..
Looking and smiling at him
fer the first 10 mins..
okay..that sounds silly..
Baby: What r u feeling right now?
Mi: I'm really touched..thank you Baby..
Somehow my eyes were filled with tears again..
it was tears of joy, i must say..

Hugged..
Muackzed..
and sniffed my Smelly Smelly Baby!
I'm on cloud 9! :D

Thanks a million fer everything u did tonite..
I appreciate it so much..
I Love You..

Be mine forever, will u?

2008-11-25T19:49:00.007+08:00

Back from mugging at NLB with Simin and Anna..
still got a lot more to go fer TAX
and loads more to study fer LAW..
It's crazy luh!
Never felt so stress before..
i thot my poly yr 3 was the worst!
But ACCA is freaking HELL!
Argh!

Becos of this exam
I'm unable to meet up with Baby..
Went to meet him last sun at his relatives' gathering
but didn't get to spend quality time with him..
Sighs..

I miss him really lots..
Woke up before 7:30am
which was unusually early
and couldn't get back to sleep after that..
my mind was filled with him
and suddenly I got so emo..
yup..feeling emo right from the time I wake up
teared a little..
what a bad way to start my day :(
I miss him really badly! sobx sobx..

Hence I texted him immediately
telling him how much i miss him..

miss ur hugs

miss ur kisses

miss ur 臭臭..

Just 2 weeks,

wait fer mi alright?

I can't live without u..don't u ever leave mi..

2008-11-21T23:42:00.006+08:00

Courage is all it takes..
I must have been influenced by EiLeen! Haha..
Anyway glad that "it" is solved now..
Nothing to worry after my exams
other than worrying if i could pass :(

Luv u..Hate u..Luv u..Hate u..Hate u..Hate u!
....

Actually i still luv u (lah)..
what to do..Hees..

Make my 2 wishes come true, will u?

Rants!

2008-11-19T22:39:00.004+08:00

Is honesty always the best policy?
Well..u need not tell mi everything, u know..
If ur aim is to get mi jealous
then congrats!
u've succeeded!

But it doesn't work all the time!
I hate to get jealous over the same old thing
over and over again..
it's never ending
and u urself know that once i get over-jealous
i'll be nasty to u
and u have to clear up the mess which u've created!
So y the trouble?

Anyway i can't be bothered with u anymore
no time to get jealous to show that i care fer u..
my exams r coming
and i've got other problems to worry about after exams..
If u think u've met other better girls at RED CAMP,
then just go after them fer all u want!
Just hope u won't regret again this time!

HAPPY 7th!

2008-11-18T21:39:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 7th!

It's the 18th of the month again! *Big Grins*
Happy Moniversary!!!
Unfortunately didn't spend the day with him
exams in 2 weeks time
hence gotta spend time mugging
at the library almost everyday..yawnz..

He'll be gg fer NP's RED CAMP tml
Hope he will have lotsa fun
Hope he will not lose his voice
Hope he will not fall sick again (he just caught the flu bug 2 days ago)
More importantly,
Hope he will not let history repeat itself
If he does,
I'll just have to let him go..
..and he shall learn from the same mistake again :S

How I wish i could go back to 09.04.08
and relive the days over and over again..
cos that's when our feel is the strongest..

i'll hold on..will you?

2008-11-14T23:54:00.014+08:00

This week has been packed with days spent on mugging at NLB and outings fer birthday celebrations. The most unforgettable eventful day was 8th Nov (Sat)!

After Law revision class, Amy and I joined Jing, Hur and FuN on a car ride at nite as Jing rented a sports car (Hyundai Tuscani). It was pretty cool and even brought us some "good luck". Haha..

According to them, the car was delivered late in the afternoon as the person lost his way. Secondly, there was smoke coming out from the car while their way to pick us up. Haha..Afterwhich Jing drove us to Changi Airport..camwhored and camwhored like no one's biz! Wahaha..

While we taking a group pic as we placed my camera in the railing, a girl came walking past us and her hand accidentally swipe the camera off the railing! Thank goodness FuN managed to catch the camera b4 it landed on the ground. The girl apologised and quickly ran off. Our hearts were beating damn fast as we imagined if the camera were to fall off the railing! WTH was the girl thinking luh..Can't she see we were taking a grp pic esp when all of us r smiling infront of the glass panel, still walk past us! Girl, use ur brain and open ur eyes bigger can..tsk! Spoiled our mood fer camwhoring..

At 11plus, We left the airport fer supper. On the way, the tyre punctured at the express way. OMG..it was kinda frightening as we had no idea what would happen next. We got the jitters and quickly got off the car after Jing stopped to the side. She immediately called the boss and asked him to come over and change the tyre. The most ridiculous thing that the boss said was to ask the 5 of us to change the tyre instead! Hello..how can u expect us, girls to change they tyre when we don't even know how..besides it's dangerous to fix it when the punctured tyre is facing the road where many vehicles were moving v fast.

Hence we waited fer the boss's rescue..Meanwhile..back to camwhoring! Well..that's how crazy SiAo 'A' is..at that point of time still can think abt camwhoring! LOL!

The boss came together with his other 2 friends which we gave a nickname each.

CHUA WEI MING (Boss) = Comb (Cos he dropped his Ah Beng comb b4 he left)

Dei Kor ("undergarment" in hokkien)= (Change tyre till his dei kor can be seen :x)

Kim Diao ("gold chain" in hokkien) = (Another Ah Beng with a golden chain)

As i was playing FuN's DS i didn't get to have a gd look of the 3 guys. But managed to bio 2 of the guys..One of whom is the boss, the other is..haha..also the one whom I felt was not bad-looking de! Haas..Make a guess bah *Winks*

Finally the car was ready fer another ride..went down to Rui Chun at Rochor fer supper. On the way at Little India, a driver who was on the phone drove out from a small lane and nearly crashed into us. Jing horned and braked hard. Phew..what a close shave!

At Rui Chun, cockroaches scattered out of the basket of food which was served to us. WTF..Cockroaches! It was freaking unhygienic! Both FuN and my appetite was ruined. The waitress even served us a bowl of green bean soup as apology. Excuse mi..do u think we'll still drink it after the unpleasant incident? We asked her to take back the dessert and left after paying the bill.

Looking back, we've been really unlucky as several unexpected and unpleasant events happened just within a nite of car ride. Anyway i was glad we all were there to experience it tgt. Afterall..WE ARE A TEAM, remember? Hehez..

2008-11-12T01:03:00.004+08:00

Was listening to 883FM
and came across an oldie
didn't catch the title
but somehow I knew it was 古巨基's song
tried quite hard looking fer it on the net
and finally found it!
Yeah! Lalala..
Title: 中箭 (1999-01-01)
Erm..that's like almost 10yrs ago..Hehez...

我猜是我中了箭
才遇上他第七天
那一瞬间我有些晕眩
像全世界从此被偷走时间
我中了爱情的箭
很痛但是心很甜
我躲不开也不想避免
他没发现却在我身上应验
我中了一箭

Earlier..
Baby: baby, 你有没有想我?
Mi: 没有没有没有!
Haha..Actually i did luh..
have been missing him more and more each day
I MISS HIM LIKE HELL can..
esp his 臭臭! *sniff sniff*
Hope to spend more time with him
after my exams
i'm intending to make something fer him to eat! :P
and my mum can help with this..keke..

i luv "sniffing" the smelly u..

2008-11-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st!!!

SiAo 'A' was invited to Amy's 21st Bday dinner buffet at her place. Many of her relatives and friends were present too.

As we've expected, the birthday girl dolled up herself as she permed her hair and had her mani-n-pedicure done..是美的lor! Haha..

As mentioned earlier, we entertained ourselves as we camwhored in Amy's bedroom! Never-ending fun!

Loves 6!

The week right after Amy's birthday celebration, FuN's 21st birthday chalet was held at East Coast. Her relatives and friends were invited too. Another great and fun time spent!

As FuN was entertaining her guests, SiAo 'A' except Amy went up to the room and started...(u know what)..CAMWHORING! Wahaha! okok..we 自恋 can.. :P

Amy and her bf, Ronnie, joined us at abt 8plus. Afterwhich FuN started the game which her brother, Zhi Ming, had planned, that is 终极密码. We played along with FuN's poly friends.

Overall we faced the most no.of punishments and had to eat the "gross" food that Zhi Ming had prepared. However it wasn't as gross as we thot. In fact we SiAo 'A' liked it luh..and even asked fer more..esp the pig's brain cooked with chinese herbs! omg..yummy~

Espirit watch from SiAo 'A'

After tha cake-cutting and photo-taking session, FuN received her unforgettable 21 shots from her poly friends. It was so hiong luh..We chatted and watched her at a side. Was talking to Amy abt my r/l since she asked. And suddenly Ronnie said to mi,"你想很多." It's true. Therefore I was very shocked to hear that coming from him as he barely knows mi and I only mentioned to Amy briefly abt the "Jellybean incident".

So we continued chatting and Ronnie advised mi a bit on r/l which later made a BIG impact on mi. Both his and Amy's words keep running in my mind. They are right.

Both my bf and I are still young, we've got a long way to go..Things may change in the next few years, esp when he goes to NS. One day our love might change or die..and where this day comes, all I can do is to let go and wait fer the new one who would be more suitable fer mi. =)

After her relatives and friends have left, SiAo 'A' stayed over and went to bed after a short while as we were all exhausted. Amy and Ronnie left after a game of poker.

Unfortunately, I didn't get to sleep well as the aircon was pretty cold though they have already adjusted the temperature to 25*C. I know the temperature isn't low but I still felt cold.

Yesterday SiAo 'A' had a last minute arrangement to meet up to celebrate Hur's 21st! Dined at Shokudo at Raffles City and took our Neoprint at the Neoprint booth in Shokudo..So Cool and Fun luh!

After dinner, we walked to Esplanade and gossiped till 11pm and we took our last picture of the day before we left fer home.

"Friendly, friendly"..Haha..

Love Is Not A Single Side

2008-10-31T20:48:00.015+08:00

Love Is Not A Single Side

2008-10-30T22:54:00.005+08:00

Just ended my chat with him and I ruined everything again. I know he was already v.tired after work yet he had to spend some time with mi on the phone before he goes to bed.

I really don't know what's going on with mi nowadays..I'm getting jealous so easily! Though I always say it's alright but deep inside it isn't! It's a good thing that he's always honest to mi..like earlier he told mi he gave a jar of jellybeans to this female friend and she texted him a super sweet msg which he even forwards to mi..Haha..(this haha is fake!) I had enough of his 2nd ex and now this..haiz..I really don't know.

He: Don't worry, I won't fall fer her..she's not my cup of tea.

Mi: Don't say it too early..u'll never know one day u might.

I also told him I don't like "competitors"..and the only way that I will not be able to have a "competitor" is to get out of the competition. IF the friend of his or any other girl ever falls fer him, I wld give up and leave..No matter how hard it takes, I will let go.

He asked fer the access to my blog again and he was kinda disappointed when I said I'll never give it to him..I know I have broken our 2nd love promise of not being honest to u. I'm sorry..I really am.

I've gotten used to not wearing the ring

I'm used to being protective

Will I be used to not having u?

blinded by tears..

When You Believe by Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston

2008-10-30T20:41:00.015+08:00

Listened to 883FM last nite
and came across "When You Believe"
by Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston
Heavenly!
that's how i wld describe this duet

I'm so in luv with this song
have been listening to it continuously fer the past 1 hr!
When You Believe~

2008-10-29T23:58:00.007+08:00

After tax lecture
Baby asked mi out to Vivo, along with Alvin and Belinde
Alvin drove us to Mt Faber
as we couldn't make it to Songs of The Sea at Sentosa on time..

Tonite was the first time Alvin gave mi a ride
after he got his licence few mths ago
and this reminds mi of a promise which I made to him..
that is to go drinking with him
to celebrate the passing of his driving test!
However we didn't have the chance to do so *pouts*
In return, he promises to accompany mi fer a drink
IF i were to fall out of love! Haha..
Will there be this day? :S

Baby see mi home tonite
On the way, when I was flipping thru his file..
He: Last time, xx (his 2nd ex) used to deco my file and laptop.
Mi: Orh..
He: So when r u gonna do it fer mi? (Asks jokingly)
Mi: 我不是她!! (I'm not her!)

Sensing that I was turned off by him,
He: eh..will u feel du lan whenever I talk abt her?
Mi: it's ur mouth..u wanna talk abt her then talk lor..

Come on, who will feel good abt this luh...
u can mention abt ur dearest 2nd ex fer all u want!
What I'll do is to keep my feelings to myself..
I don't see the need to tell u how i feel..
She is her and I am me..
Not happy then go look fer another gf whom u please.

"女人的幸福在于他真的爱我

男人的幸福在于她值得我爱..."

2008-10-26T21:57:00.003+08:00

Simply luv this weekend
Saturday was well-spent
Went to Sentosa wif Baby and his sec sch classmates
I felt really extra luh
but luckily the gals were quite friendly
watched them play Captain's ball
and joined them in playing Monkey
and the weather was SUNNY!
However I had to leave at 3pm
hence i didn't get to tan as much as i want..sigh!

Reached home at 4pm
bathed n rushed out to meet SiAo A
to attend Amy's 21st Birthday celebration
Several relatives n friends were present
after dinner we stayed in Amy's room
camwhore, camwhore and camwhore..Haha..
shall upload the pics when i'm free and NOT LAZY! ;)

Sunday..
Went down to Baby's place in the afternoon
took a nap with him
felt very comfortable lying beside him
especially when he suddenly hugged mi real tight
which i don't know why :P

Anyway i avoided 2 of his questions earlier
Qn 1: Can u give mi access to ur blog?
Qn 2: Why didn't u wear the ring?
Well..i really have no idea how to answer him..
if i were to let him read my blog
i won't be able to post my true feelings here
As fer the ring, i'll put it on again
when i feel that our love has become stronger.

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

2008-10-22T20:20:00.008+08:00

Things are looking better, I guess..isn't it? But I still don't wish to give him the access to this private blog. How wld one feel if his gf doesn’t even allow him to view her blog? Hmm..he must be thinking if I'm hiding anything from him. Well..in fact I am.

However it's only my feelings that I'm hiding from him..nothing else. I think a lot and I don't wish to cause any misunderstanding between us again..Sorry bf..

6 mths..Y is it that I still feel insecure? Y do I keep reading his 2nd ex-gf blog? Y? Y? Y? Somehow I feel that his luv fer her back then is greater than his luv fer mine. It just reminds mi of bro and Serene where bro used to compare every gal with Serene.

Bf said before that memories will still stay in his mind but what matters is the present, not the past. Sorrie to say, I'm still not convinced. It's not his fault but mine. I'm just not someone who's easily contented..that's all.."爱情不能做比较" I still can't seem to get that logic in my freaking head!

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着要怎么停呢

2008-10-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

Went shopping fer Amy's gift with Devil FUN, Jing and Sam
finally got a watch from Swatch at Raffles City.
Had Thai Express fer dinner
and it's heavenly!
Esp Jing's jade-green curry chicken
and FUN's PINEAPPLE RICE!! OMG!!!
Let's dine there again soon kk..Haha..

Started my preparation fer exams today
began right from chapter 1
did a few practice computation questions
hopefully can try out the theoretical ones
and start memorising them!
Looks like my brain cells will be dead by the end of the exams..
Ahh..Faint!

After study, I went to meet Baby at his place.
watched mins of Hotshot Ep 13
while he cooked Glutinous Rice Ball (tang yuan).
Peanut-flavoured tang yuan in hot vitasoy
MMM..simple yet unique..
i liked it :)

Every little thing you do makes mi feel this way..

HAPPY 6 MONTHS

2008-10-18T18:22:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 6 MONTHS

Met him after his class

went to Bugis to get his fren's prezzie

food court was crowded by evening

so we tapao-ed dinner

and drove to MS

Headed home after that..

Before i left, i passed him a card which i wld give every mth

instead of getting "monthly gifts"

He wanted to read it tgt

but i refused

as the letter I wrote was a little saddening..

Anyway..I really hope we can go really far in this relationship

if possible, get married tgt..

Erm..that's too far away..haha..

I guess we'll have to see

if we'll still be tgt till the day he goes fer NS.

2008-10-17T23:28:00.012+08:00

Had a chat with Jin, my former AIA colleague, over msn..and this means i'll kena suan by him again..Haha..We haven been crapping fer quite a while ever since i left AIA..Oh man..I miss the fun days in AIA with the other 6 Princesses! :(

Viperine 战狼: wey
Viperine 战狼: u breaking with ur bf ah?
Viperine 战狼: haha
Phoebe: Hi
Phoebe: No
Phoebe: haha
Viperine 战狼: haha
Viperine 战狼: tt day saw ur nick
Phoebe: just that we got a little tired
Viperine 战狼: abt taking a break
Phoebe: but then dunno how he thot thru
Phoebe: so din break
Viperine 战狼: whahaha
Viperine 战狼: so early sianz alr
Viperine 战狼: break lah break lah
Phoebe: 6 mths leh..early meh?
Phoebe: quite long liao
Viperine 战狼: wa lao
Viperine 战狼: 6 mths can say tired
Viperine 战狼: u better stay single
Viperine 战狼: haha
Viperine 战狼: stop breaking hearts
Phoebe: oooiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!
Viperine 战狼: wey phoebe
Viperine 战狼: u like to quarrel with people one right
Viperine 战狼: kekeke
Phoebe: hmm..firstly, i managed to surive 6 mths is an achievement okay..
Phoebe: it's the longest leh
Phoebe: so give some encouragement can
Phoebe: Secondly, won't it be a waste if i were to stay single?
Viperine 战狼: whahaha
Phoebe: Lastly, i'm so innocent, ppl dun quarrel with mi jiu ok le hor
Phoebe: hee
Viperine 战狼: i meant, u can have more than one r/p at any time
Viperine 战狼: kekeke
Viperine 战狼: no need to steady with one
Phoebe: hmm..
Phoebe: u mean pi tui ar?
Viperine 战狼: haha yup
Phoebe: i'm not like that de lor
Phoebe: it'll only spoil my reputation
Viperine 战狼: wa lao
Viperine 战狼: reputation
Phoebe: my frens say i got the xian shu and xian qi liang mu face lah
Phoebe: dunno if it's a compliment anot
Viperine 战狼: i was thought not to read book by its cover
Viperine 战狼: n i find it quite applicable to u
Viperine 战狼: hahaha

After Jin, here comes the DeviliousAngeL FUN! Haha..

SokFun: dun nid to think of next time
SokFun: take one step at a time la
SokFun: now happy can liao
SokFun: dun wait till if "CHOY" breakup then think why last time like that
SokFun: then keep thinking then regret
SokFun: regret then emo
SokFun: emo then sad
SokFun: sad then cry
SokFun: cry then emo again
SokFun: emo then sad again
Phoebe: omg..
SokFun: sad then cry again
Phoebe: orhz
Phoebe: yesh mam
Phoebe: i get it le..

It's really tiring to be in this cycle where emo>>sad>>cry..oh well..

p/s: I can say almost anything now that my blog is private..Woohoo!

2008-10-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

2 text msges sent and no reply
I guessed something was wrong
Thought abt it the whole day..
Are we tired of this already?
I didn't mean to have negative thots
but I just have this strong intuition
that we've faced a problem in our relationship.

Every morning, I wld sms him
even when I have nothing to say at times.
Sometimes I feel it's like a routine, a responsibility
instead of doing it out of love.
Sighs..

In the evening, he called and we chat abt this
as he was having the same thots too (since Mon)
"We've lost the sparks"
Will this be the end of our relationship?
We've to think of ways to relight the fire
and keep it burning.
However we're lost..

Hence we decided to give ourselves time to think through
And we won't be contacting each other fer the next few days/weeks
He: "When will this "MIA period" end?"
Me: "Well..fer as long as u want..but I'm not sure if I'll still be there by then."
He: "Hmm..then how? By Fri?"
Me: "Just let mi know when u're ready.." Meanwhile, during this period, if u can survive without mi, it goes to show that I'm not the one whom u need. This means we shld just breakup."
He: "Wah..How can u say till so 潇洒?"
Me: "Emm..cos it isn't the 1st time I'm facing with a breakup."

If u think I'm putting up a brave front,
then u're wrong!
Life has to go on
just find another guy and start another relationship
that's how life is, isn't it?

Not long, he smsed to apologise
and said he needs mi.
It's kinda amazing how things can change within hours.
Though he said he has thot through
I still doubt him a little.
Perhaps I'm being protective of myself.

I still love you..

2008-10-10T22:43:00.009+08:00

Last night
MarshMaLLow celebrated Chun Rong's birthday
at Ten Dollar KTV in Chinatown.
Watched Wilbur's 转机 MV
as the Birthday boy was singing it..
Nice song but i like the MV more
though it's kinda sad..

Chorus

我放不过我自己
转一圈回到了原地
眼泪是一种提醒
我还爱你
让一切归零

我放不过我自己
仍相信爱会有奇迹
人群中我找到你
我抱着你
我们的爱情
还未完待续

Spent my wonderful friday afternoon
with Baby as he came over to my place again..
he came over on tuesday to study fer his test
enjoyed every minute and seconds with him..
sniff my 臭臭 and 抱抱
that's the best i could ever have! **Grins**

After our short nap,
i went to meet Sis EiL, Simin and Peimin
to attend a talk at Toa Payoh Hub
"Keys to a Smart & Happy Love Life"
by Dr Pat Love.
Interesting and very enriching!!
Overall: 4/5

Initially i thot Love is somewhat abt chemistry
however it was mentioned in the talk that
Love ≠ Chemistry ≠ Compatability
Chemistry is only the function of DNA
which is too chim
that i don't know how to explain..haha..

So what is Love?
To me,
Love is the wish to make someone happy.
Well..that's how the Eastern defines Love.
However the Western defines Love
as a response to getting your needs.
Well..i believe there's no definite answer
to what is Love.

Whatever it is,
falling in Love is easy
but staying in Love isn't,
fer it requires skill and knowledge.

Together is the nicest place to be...

2008-10-05T12:59:00.011+08:00

It has been a year since i first blogged. If i remember correctly, i started a blog after attachment with the intention to keep myself occupied soley fer some reason. In addition, i was tempted to blog when Sam and Alvin have their own too. Haha..Hence i got Sam to help mi with the blogskin and everything..and voilà, my blog was created!

Now that things have been sorted out during this 1 year, this blog would no longer be used to keep mi busy. Instead it serves the purpose of storing my memories..well.i would say it's like my hard disk.

Hopefully, i will fill my hard disk with more beautiful and unforgettable memories in time to come.. :D

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你

2008-10-04T20:18:00.010+08:00

Started my happy Saturday at 6:30am as i woke up to make a really simple breakfast fer Baby before meeting him at Chinese Garden station at 8 plus after his fri's night shift training. From 8pm-8am without sleep..it must be damn torturing luh :(

Went to Baby's place and had our simple breakfast..Haha..wonder how he finds it..well..sorry to say it's my first time making breakfast hence a hotdog bread and scrambled egg is all that i can do..Pls don't hiam okie..Hees..

After breakfast, Baby went to catch some sleep while i hit my PMGT notes and tutorial. Occassionally, I would turn to watch him sleep..and naturally my face lit up with a smile..i seriously have no idea why i like watching Baby sleep..Fer all i know, the way he sleeps makes mi wanna hug him real tight! :P

Later in the afternoon, I left his place to meet FuN at bugis to get her barang barang and went to Great World to look fer ideas fer birthday gifts. October and November will be the time where my pocket will burn a big hole! Here are the Oct and Nov Babies:

Oct 11: Chun Rong (MarshMallow)

Oct 24: Keith (Bro)

Oct 28: Amy (SiAo 'A')

Nov 5: FuN (SiAo 'A')

Nov 6: Hui Wen (SiAo 'A')

Nov 15: Sam (MarshMallow)

Nov 16: Nic (added!)

Nov 23: Sam (SiAo 'A')

Hmm..that's all i can think of..don't think I've missed out any other Oct/Nov babies bah..Haas..

p/s: Any MarshMallow reading this, kindly discuss and plan CR's birthday celebration and prezzie. Thx!

2008-10-02T23:30:00.003+08:00

Bored Bored...Share something which i took from my bro's blog..Happy reading!

JC Lightbulb Jokes

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it, and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They’ll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they’re able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’ll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

2008-09-29T23:25:00.004+08:00

Like any other Monday,
Simin and I went to NLB to do our tax assignment
completed 4 out of 5 questions
and decided to go home
as I seriously need a break!
Tax is killing mi!!!
taxable, non-taxable
deductible, non-deductible..
FAINT!

Reached home and watched 娱乐百分百
realised Xiao Zhu and Xiao Gui getting more A lah..Haha..
Afterwhich watched 篮球火 Ep 10
it's getting more interesting..
can't wait fer the next ep =)

Later in the evening
Baby wanted to meet mi
and since last week
we've been meeting at abt 9pm
after his training..

Baby, thanks so much
fer coming down all the way from Jurong Island
to my place
just to spend some time together..
Touched and blessed
that's what I'm feeling right now..
U're indeed the sweetest and the best
I Love You, My One & OnLy MM-MM!^v^

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

2008-09-27T11:23:00.002+08:00

The weekends is finally here after a busy yet interesting week! It all started on Wednesday when we ended our proj meeting early and headed to Geylang East library before going fer class. As we had more than an hour to spare, each of us looked fer a book to kill time.

Under the great influence of Sis EiLeen, i borrowed a 爱情小说 while Simin and Anna borrowed their english storybooks. During our lunch and class break, all 4 of us were so engrossed in reading that ppl might think we are nerds. Haha..Fer those who know me well, reading is the last thing that i would ever do..Hees..but now i'm getting addicited to it especially when the story reached its climax! Still thinking if i shld get another book once i'm done with this..

Yesterday was our shopping day! Happiez..Lunched at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng-HK Restaurant at Bugis..shopped at Bugis Village before going down to Far East Plaza. 6hrs of shopping, i only managed to get my belt and a top..still can't find my black shorts..sighs..i want another round of shopping!! :P

2008-09-22T21:03:00.004+08:00

Sunday was wonderful. Attend my favourite PMGT tutorial in the afternoon and I really enjoyed it a lot! The tutor's reactions were really funny luh..whenever we give him the blur look when the answers were already obvious to us, he would say; "HUH?! Dunno how to get the figure?" and when we finally understood how to get the answer he would say;"..Ah..see..just now dunno..now..all yes yes yes.." Haha..He's just so drama and that's why his lessons are always so lively!

After tutorial, i met Baby and went to the library after getting bored of hanging out at Bugis. At the library he got a book of chinese idioms and we sat down to look through and test our chinese..and the most embarrassing thing is i misread as 鸣(ming) as 鸟(niao)..hehez..well..my chinese is really bad can.. =x

Today..spent my day at the library with Simin to complete our tax and pmgt tutorials..tax computations and pmgt formulaes drove mi crazy luh..but i'm glad it's all done now =)

The next 2 days will be a long one..tml lecture and tutorial (9am-5:30pm) and Wed- 9am-8:30pm filled with Project Meeting, Lecture and some ACCA talk. Hopefully we'll be able to go fer shopping on Friday.

Yawnzz...

2008-09-18T23:47:00.018+08:00

HAPPY 5 MONTHS!!!

The problem is solved and my terrible emo has gone far far away..poof! i guess you're right..it's the present that matters most. Somehow i took quite a long time to understand this..Now that i do, i'll cherish everything that i have now..especially you..

Went to meet Baby after his training, trained to city hall and walked to Marina Square fer dinner at LJS. While he said he wanted to go the gents, i went to buy him dinner first. To my surprise, when he returned he gave mi a bouquet of roses. **Grins** I may not appear surprise to you but deep down i was really surprised and estatic!

Enjoyed the precious time we spent together after dinner. You have just made mi smile the whole nite again..even until i reached home (and you actually know abt it! :P) Hehez..i'm on cloud nine! Lalala~~

Btw i didn't forget our 5th month lor..just that i didn't send the card out because of what happened the other day..Anyway just look out fer you mail next monday bah..*Smilez*

爱到不可思议..

2008-09-17T00:01:00.004+08:00

In just a call, I returned to where I was days ago. This feeling isn't good at all but it'll go over in a few days. It's not your fault and you don't have to apologise. I asked you to be honest with mi and you did. Honestly I admire the courage which you took to tell mi the truth. Thanks Baby..

Though I'm affected by the truth, I hope you will still continue to be honest with mi if we still have the chance. Always remember that there's no wrong or right in being honest even if the truth were unpleasant and hurting. Afterall i wouldn't want you to keep everything to yourself and i don't want things like in "不能跟情人说的话" to happen on mi.

Well..i've said my piece. All i need now is time and space to be alone to reflect on what was being said earlier over the phone. Hence I've switched off my hp fer the time being..not sure when i'll switch it on again. I guess you might need time to think back too. Meanwhile, study hard fer your test on thurs..and take care!

2008-09-16T21:09:00.010+08:00

Happened to read this from a blog
and I've learnt something new and interesting again.
Hope i'll remember it
fer i might need it one day..sooner or later..who knows..
Here it goes..

No man or woman is worth your tears,
and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Just because someone doesn't love you
the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know
who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.
Don't waste your time on a man/woman,
who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe God wants us to meet
a few wrong people before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet the person,
we will know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over,
smile because it happened.
There's always going to be people
that hurt you so what you have to do
~~is keep on trusting and~~ just be more careful
about who you trust next time around.

Don't try so hard, the best things come
when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER:
WHATEVER HAPPENS,
HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

When it is time to let go, just let go..

2008-09-16T18:45:00.004+08:00

It's a torture not having to meet Baby fer 12 days..and because of this my mood hasn't been good since last friday. However I'm feeling a lot better now after he came down to meet me last night. Huggies and 臭臭..I'm luving it..Haha..Thanks Baby..u made mi smile again!

Sunday: Mooncake Festival

Attended PMGT tutorial on Sunday and "celebrated" Mooncake Festival as dearest Sis EiLeen brought mooncake and we shared among ourselves.

Later in the evening, I went over to Fun's place fer dinner and helped her younger brother with accounts. Well..POA is still my favourite and I'm enjoying it..erm..unfortunately I still didn't manage to balance the final accounts fer one question :P

After tuition, I joined them in carrying the laterns..Haha..haven't been touching it since n years ago =x Overall we had a good time!

Today's another happy day..Sis EiLeen gave mi another love letter of interesting love quotes that she gathered from the 爱情小说s which she has been reading recently. And one quote caught my attention and left mi thinking...

"要如何忘记一位深爱过的人，时间绝对不是答案"
Hmm..if time isn't the answer, what is? Looks like I gotta ask my love consultant tml..Hees..

2008-09-14T23:57:00.004+08:00

如果你不爱一个人
请放手,好让别人有机会爱她
如果你爱的人放弃了你
请放开自己,好让自己爱别人
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃
人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害
如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言
如果谎言是一种伤害,我选择沉默

2008-09-14T12:29:00.006+08:00

Sigh.Sighs.Sighed.Sighing

ilwl we eb aebl ot uvrisve hist mnoht?

2008-09-12T17:13:00.010+08:00

Months ago I was counting down to the day Nic gets enlisted into NS..And tomorrow will be the BIG day..Haha..However this means that I have to adapt to the following changes:

Having 1 less person to sms to when I'm bored
Fewer camwhoring sessions with 1 less camwhoring partner
No more crappy chats over msn

That's all I can think of fer now..Hehez..Anyway hope u'll be able to get used to this new life soon..and don't emo-emo le okies.. =)

We shall meet up again someday fer coffee or camwhore and this time pls don't spoil the picture! LOL!

2008-09-12T15:33:00.020+08:00

Uploaded pics of MarshMallow at Crazy Elephant!
Thanks a lot JJ!
took many shots just to get a nice one
as the 3 眯眯眼s (Sam, JJ and mi)
tried to open our eyes when the camera flashes
but somehow we still looked sleepy..hees..
Anyway camwhoring was fun!

MarshMallow since 02.07.06

Together as one..

知道

2008-09-10T19:52:00.006+08:00

知道

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

Introduced by younger Sis Elaine & Sis EiLeen
Meaningful lyrics indeed..
可是...
有时候我真的希望什么都不知道

2008-09-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

2 months in school
yet I'm still like a lost sheep
Always unsure of the tutorial dates
and homework is either incomplete
or not done at all..
oh well..looks like I've gotta start from scratch
It's now or never..
gonna start studying Tax tml..

Less than 3 months to exams
hopefully i'll be able to make it
if not i'll get hell from my mum..
sianz..

If only LiFe can be simpler..

不, 完美

2008-09-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

不, 完美

你常常说我很完美
没人能取代我给的一切
我就以为我努力更完美
我们就会永远

完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美

後来你说我太完美
值得更好的陪在我身边
你不是我你怎么能体会
你有多么珍贵
我的完美成了罪

1st time Drunk!

2008-09-06T16:13:00.007+08:00

Last night, Alvin, Nic and I met up to celebrate Nic's NS enlistment next week.We went to C U bar at Chinatown area and ordered Tequila Sprite and Vodka Orange. I quite like Vodka Orange and this is the first time I drank more than what I usually do..Luckily things weren't that bad though I did vomit a bit..Hees..Well..it was an enjoyable, high and unforgettable night fer us! =)

To Alvin,
Fortunately there was you to see Nic and me home. Thanks a billion fer all that u've done from last night till today. It's really sweet of u.Btw I'm still super-embarrassed..like seriously.. =x Anyway u're one good guy yah;)

To Nic,
Hope u'll like the mooncake which Alvin and I bought fer ya as "farewell" gift :P Have a great time in NS and don't worry abt xx fer I'll help you take good care of xx de! **Grins**

This morning, I woke up with a terrible headache but have to work at Hong Leong Roadshow..what to do..can't back out last minute. Initally I wanted to leave early at 12pm but since they didn't have enough manpower, I stayed till 3pm. With the continuous application of medicated oil, I was feeling better by noon. What I need is an early sleep tonight.

2008-09-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

After missing one another fer 2 weeks
I finally met Baby fer dinner yesterday
and met him again today
got my huggies and
smell my "臭臭"!
好开心好幸福喔~~

With ur training
it'll take us many weeks more
before we can meet again
Anyway we'll shall see who can tahan longer..hees..
afterall I have got something new to hug
and think of u at the same time le.. **Winks**

This cushion was a gift from Baby
which he bought a year ago in China
At last i'm using it now
after keeping it fer a year :P

最熟悉的陌生人

2008-09-02T15:38:00.011+08:00

"最熟悉的陌生人"
Happened to hear this song at work yesterday
and it reminded mi of you
It's been a long time since I listened to it
Lots of thoughts and feelings rushed through me
while I was listening to it
It wasn't memories
but questions and uncertainties
that were running through my mind

I remembered once
saying that we can still be friends
However it's easier said than done
I'd be lying if I say I didn't hate you at all
Deleted your contact
blocked you on my msn
so as not to have anything to do with you ever again
Especially when we're quits

However having done my reflections yesterday
I realised I don't really hate you anymore
But then again,
Neither do I treat you as a friend
nor an enemy
so i guess we just remain status quo
that is, 最熟悉的陌生人

Updates (25 Aug-31 Aug)

2008-08-31T21:28:00.010+08:00

This week has been a good one and I'm not feeling emo le..well i guess meeting up with friends had really made me feel a lot better =)

Wednesday

The MarshMallow met up fer dinner at Riverside Indonesia Restaurant and went fer a drink at Crazy Elephant. However this time I didn't order any as I had no craving to drink. Baby and Alvin each ordered Flaming Lambo , Jia Jun and Sam with Vodka Redbull and Rum (Sprite) respectively. In addition, we also ordered Tequila Sprite, Tiger Jug and Bourbon Coke to share among the ourselves. Had a little of Tequila Sprite and kinda like it.

It was MarshMallow's first time pubbing together and we had a really good time. I enjoyed the great company as well as the non-stop camwhoring session..Haha..shall upload them once I get it from JJ.

Friday

Had Law test and don't wish to talk abt it..it's over =x Just when I was abt to have a rest at home, Alvin called to say he was meeting Nic and both asked me along but I rejected the offer as i was feeling kinda lazy to go out..Besides i'll feel a little "weird"...oh well..they know what i mean :P

A short while later, FuN msged me and asked to meet at Raffles City together with Amy. And I agreed! Haha..Btw I realised SiAo 'A' gals getting more 悠闲 huh..whenever they are 悠闲 they just call fer a last minute meet up..and I'm not quite used to last minute planning..but since I was 悠闲 too, i might as well join them. Went fer the COMEX fair at Suntec to look fer Hur..window-shopped..dinner at V8..and finally rested at our cosy corner at Bugis JCO..With our Chocolate drinks and yummy doughnuts, we started chatting and discussing the themes fer our next chalet which we haven't even planned fer one...Haha..Anyway next gathering will be either breakfast/brunch on a Sunday morning which I've yet to plan.

篮球火

Watched Episode 5 and I'm starting to enjoy watching them play during the basketball matches. Other than 小猪, there's another character in the show who i admire. Gorgeous, Beautifully tanned, Sexy and Sophisticated..She's 蒋怡.

Tml's the 1st Sept and Baby will be going fer his 6 weeks training..which means I'll have lesser time to meet him le..All thanks to NP lah! Sighs..

I miss you a little; a little too much
A little too often; a little too hard
No matter what; No matter when
I'm here to assure you a place in my heart...
Baby, i love you..